without a groom on what should be the happiest day of her life was the ultimate humiliation for a woman. Held up to ridicule throughout the village, and beyond. The jilted girl. The poor shamed lass whose lover scorned and betrayed her and left her to the malice of the gossips.
Tongues would wag, that much was certain. It had already begun. No longer would she be Rachel, the hard worker, the faithful daughter, the quiet, sensitive one. From now till the end of her days, she would be Poor Rachel. Her tale to be told and retold, embroidered and elaborated, for the entertainment of a village that had little else to talk about.
And what of Derrick Knight? Rose Woodlea was not inclined, not in the least, to give him the benefit of the doubt. If he knew what was good for him, heâd be halfway to somewhere else by now. Somewhere far away, never to set foot in this county again.
At last Rachelâs tears subsided a bit, and she sat up and swiped a hand across her face.
âBetter?â Rose peered into her daughterâs eyes.
Rachel nodded. âBut why would heâhow could heââ Her eyes filled up again. âI thought he loved me!â
Roseâs words came out on a sigh. âMen can be unpredictable creatures, thatâs certain. But I do know one thing: Derrick Knight understands less about love thanâthan Biscuit the cow!â
Rachel smiled halfheartedly. âBut why, then, does it hurt so?â She lay back across the bed and threw an arm over her eyes.
âBecause you trusted him.â
Outside the window, the afternoon light was fading, and the inside of the cottage had grown dark. Rose lit a lamp and set it by the bedside. âIâm going to put the kettle on. Weâll have ourselves a nice tea, with poached eggs and buttered toast andââ she paused and chuckledââcake. Lots and lots of cake.â
Rachel raised up on one elbow. âIâll come and help you. But no cake!â
Rose shook her head vigorously. âNo work for you tonight, my girl. You stay here and rest. Iâll call you when itâs ready. Iâll get your sister toââ Her scalp tightened with apprehension. She had never seen her elder daughter at the church, but then there had been so much commotion. She might still be in the village, orâ Rachel sat upright. Her eyes, brimming with unshed tears, glittered in the lamplightâthe look of some innocent woodland animal with its leg in a trap. And then she asked the question they were both dreading:
âWhere is she, Mam? Where is Cathleen?â
Vita knew it was coming. Still, the shock ran through her as though sheâd grabbed a live power line. It had happened againâ or, more precisely, before. The last time she had been confronted with these emotions, she had been too stunned to do anything but turn inward and grow cold. This time the full force of the abandonment crested over her in a roaring wave. She found herself gasping for air.
When her heart slowed to its normal pace, Vita tried to separate herself from Rachelâs situation. True, Gordon had left her for Mary Kate, but he hadnât demeaned her by leaving her stranded at the altar. He had been as honest as he was capable of beingâ told her face to face that he had fallen in love with someone else, although he hadnât in that moment had the courage to tell her who.
Still, Vita understood all too well the fires of Rachelâs hell. She knew the anguish, the misery, the torment, the self-doubt. But she knew something else, tooâsomething Rachel had not yet discovered.
The liberating power of anger.
11
SAFE HAVENS
O utside Vitaâs office window, a fat brown sparrow flitted back and forth, building a nest in the high hedge that surrounded the sunroom. Mesmerized, she watched as the bird flew in and out of the dense thicket, carrying twigs and sprigs of dried grass and even a length of hemp twine, skillfully
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