knew her so well! She took a step back from him and turned to the window. Heâs right, she thought. Tell him the truth.
She sat stiffly on the cushioned window seat. Erasmus jerked up his head. Kate raised a hand to stroke his fur, but he leapt to the floor as if he sensed danger and streaked away. Kate raised her eyes to Owen. âSomething happened today. When I saw my father.â
âSomething about the gunman?â She had told Owen as soon as heâd arrived that she had seen her father arrest the would-be assassin.
âNo. Something Father said.â
That surprised him. âYou spoke?â She had said nothing about their conversation.
âHe asked me to come home. To leave you and come home. I said I would not, of course, and I . . . well, I insulted him.â She scarcely knew how those harsh words to her father had come out of her mouth.
Owen left the desk and came and sat beside her on the window seat. âItâs been hard for you, I know,â he said kindly. âThe breach with him.â
âItâs worse than that. He gave me an ultimatum. He said that unless I left you he would disinherit me.â
Owen scowled. âThatâs plain cruel. He has no right.â
âHe has the power.â
âKate, we donât need him. Iâm going to make good, I promise you. Walsingham himself has all but guaranteed me the post of customs chief in Ipswich.â
âYou donât understand. I do need him. Heâs my father and I need to know that one day, when this dark time is past, he will see that Iâve been on his sideâthe Queenâs sideâall along. And that you have, too. I need him to know I did everything I possibly could.â
âYou already are. Youâre the best decrypting agent Matthew has.â
âBah,â she said dismissively. âMuch of it I could have done as a child.â She quoted the Bible: âThe last will be first and the first will be last.â
âPardon?â
â A is z and b is y, et cetera. Childâs play.â
âCome, come, you crack far more intricate codes than that. Codes that have baffled the best.â
âDonât you see? I want to do more. â
âBut this? A double game is the most dangerous work there is.â
âBut yields the most valuable intelligence. Without Maryâs letters that Griffith brought us we would never have known the extent of her scheming with King Philip. And with the exiles, those traitors from hell.â
The vehemence of her last words took him aback. Kate always found it hard to control her bitterness about her mother.
âKate, no one censures you for your motherâs sins. You do not have to atone.â
She did not want to speak of her mother. Or to waste another thought on her. âIâve told you my reason. When the day comes that I can tell my father the truth about us I want to have done everything I can for the Queen. For England. If I donât . . . well, I may be telling him only as Spanish soldiers prod us all to the gallows.â
Owen searched her eyes, a sad look in his. âYour mind is made up, isnât it?â
âYes. Iâve already taken the first step. Iâve written to Marie de Castelnau asking to come and see her baby.â
He said with gloomy admiration, âAh. Thatâs clever.â
âMy love, donât worry. I assure you, no one is better fit for this mission than I am.â
He nodded, reluctantly agreeing. âBecause youâre a woman.â
âOf course.â It echoed what he had said about being a man, and she could not resist adding with a sly smile, âBesides, I may not manage to get inside.â
He, too, heard his echo and smiled at her wit. Kate saw that he had accepted the plan, however unwillingly. Now that they were agreed, she felt a rush of excitement. In convincing Owen she had convinced herself. She could do this!
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