her to be his wife, robbing her of the actual person she deserved.
Yet he had asked her nonetheless. He couldnât imagine himself ever being happy otherwise. They had not yet set a date, but there wouldnât be much to prepare when they did. They would probably wed in the cargo bay.
âYouâre staring at me, Victor Delgado.â
âAdmiring.â
âItâs still staring.â
She took his wrist pad and flipped through the sketches. âWhatâs this?â
âSketches for Mazer. Some good ideas, some bad ideas. Mostly bad ideas.â
âThey all look brilliant to me.â
âYouâre biased.â
âHow is Mazer?â
âHeâs being court-martialed.â
She looked at him, startled. âWhy?â
Victor shrugged. âBecause theyâre more worried about saving their careers than the human race. Because they feel threatened by people smarter than themselves. Because they despise those who have talents they donât also possess. Take your pick.â
Imala sighed in exasperation. âWhy is it that the people who should be in authority are usually the people who donât want it, while the people who hold authority are usually the two-faced schemers whoâve stepped on peopleâs backs to get it?â
Victor was quiet a moment. âDid we make the right decision, Imala? Coming out here to reunite with my family?â
She broke away from him and studied his face. âWhy do you say that? You love your family.â
âYes, but this isnât really my family anymore. Or at least itâs not the family I left before the war.â
âWe knew that when we came, Vico. When Arjuna took in your mother and your aunts and all their children, this became a new family. Itâs not the one you grew up with, but itâs a family all the same. They accepted us on sight even though the ship was already full, theyâve treated me like one of their own. If anyone should feel like an outsider here itâs me. Iâm not related to anyone.â
âNot yet,â Victor said with a smile.
âNot yet,â she agreed.
Victorâs smile waned. âI know youâre right. But is this where we should be?â
âWhy are you even asking this?â she said. âIs this about Copernicus? Vico, youâre the one who said we werenât going to get into this war, that it was someone elseâs turn to fight this time.â
âI know I said that. And I still believe that. But I look at Mazer and I think about the IF and all the bureaucracy and all the obstacles theyâre imposing on us, even before the Formics get here, and I think, how can I just float here and let all of that happen?â
âYou canât fight the bureaucracy, Vico. I tried fighting it at the Lunar Trade Department, and it got me nowhere. The IF is a thousand times bigger and a thousand times more powerful, with all of the resources of the world at its disposal. Thatâs not a fight you can win.â
âIâm not suggesting that I take on the International Fleet, Imala. Iâm merely asking the question: Are we doing the most good here? You should have heard Goos today. Heâs dead set on enlisting. I told him to erase the idea from his mind and to leave the fighting to the soldiers, but I felt like a hypocrite saying so, as if I were trying to convince myself.â
âGoos is fourteen,â said Imala. âHe canât enlist anyway.â
Victor waved a hand. âYes, obviously. Thatâs not the point.â
âThen what is?â
âThe point is, maybe heâs right. The IF needs mechanics as much as it needs pilots and soldiers and doctors.â
âYour family needs a mechanic, Vico. Who would have fixed the OE if you hadnât been here? Goos? No one on this ship can do what you do.â
âWe donât have any more mechanics because they all enlisted with the
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