research. Youâll meet herâI hope. But I think what she does is look at the Social ÂSecurity number. She narrows it down. Sometimes it takes a day, sometimes months.â
âHow long did it take her to find me?â
Hans pauses before he answers. He sighs. âAbout a week.â
âOh.â Sheâs at a loss. It should be more difficult to find someone who doesnât want to be found. âDoes he know where I am?â
âJack Wyck, you mean?â
âYes.â
Hans nods slowly, sorrowfully. âHe does.â
Alice runs her hands through her hair. âI canât have that.â
âI can tell you everythingâeverything that Iâve figured out,â Hans says.
âWho else have you talked to?â
âWeâve found almost everyone, but I wanted to talk to you first. Do you know what happened to Allegra?â
Sonora, ground snakes. Thatâs where youâre from. Allegra from Sonora. Allegra the snake.
Time is doing something strange. How long has it been since they began this conversation?
You can travel through time. Iâll show you. You donât want to be some placesâ
Alice presses her hand to her forehead and closes her eyes. A door swings open. Images spill out: snow, a patchwork quilt, a black dress hanging on a hook on the back of a door. âI donât want anything to do with this,â Alice says, and turns, as if to walk away.
âAlice,â Hans says. âI know. But weâd like your help in finding out what happened, and going public offers you some protection. Believe me.â
âYou know what happened. Itâs well documented.â
âI want you to tell me. I want to hear your side of the story. Everyone will.â
Come in , he said, Iâve been waiting for you. Tell me where youâve been.
âI was just a child,â Alice says. âThereâs really nothing for me to tell youâjust that I was a child and he was a man. And thatâs how it started. Two people.â
Weâre a family, all of us.
âI know.â
Iâll be the mother , Allegra said. You play the daughter. A family.
Alice looks at the train tracks that run parallel to the river. âCanât you just leave me out of it?â
âOf course. Butââ
âBut what?â
âYouâll want to read this.â He reaches into his bag and takes out the letter from Jack Wyck. As he hands it to her, she glances up at his face. âIâm sorry,â he says. She looks down at the envelope, turning it over. Sing Sing Correctional Facility .
âWhat is this?â She takes out the letter. âI donât want this,â she says, when she recognizes the handwritingâthe upper case so much larger than the lower, announcing itselfâbut sheâs already reading. Alice presses her thumb and index finger to the bridge of her nose, rubs her forehead. Shakes her head. No .
Alice is lost. Sheâs back standing at the edge of the reservoir with Molly, smoking a cigarette, staring at the line of trees on the other side. âItâs cold, Molls. We should go home.â But Alice didnât have a homeânot reallyânot the kind Molls did.
You were all alone in the world. But now you have me.
The letter comes back into focus, the bold print. âIs this a joke?â
Hans shakes his head.
Iâll never let you go.
Alice lets the letter drop to the ground. âHeâs going to kill me,â she says, âand heâs using you to begin the process. He uses people up until thereâs nothing left.â
He uses them until they are shucked and gutted , she might add. Until they are as hollow and black as he is.
âWill you go?â Hans asks, and Alice thinks she hears eagerness in his voice. She imagines him filming it, anticipating the moment when the murderer and the moll are finally onscreen together. But then she looks at him.
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