The Shivering Sands
these were taken at the vicarage where it was often more convenient, as I was able to take the girls one by one while the others were at their lessons with the vicar or Jeremy Brown. There was also Sylvia to be considered. She was a very indifferent pupil but tried hard—I imagined because she feared her mother’s reaction to miserable failure.
    The four girls interested me because they were all so different; and I couldn’t help sensing when they were all together that there was something exceptional about them. I was not sure whether it was in themselves or in their relationship toward one another. And I told myself that it was because of their unusual backgrounds—in fact the only ordinary one was Sylvia’s, and her overwhelmingly domineering mother could have an effect on a child.
    Allegra and Alice left each morning at half-past eight for the vicarage to start lessons at nine o’clock; on some days I followed an hour later. Sometimes Edith walked over with me just, she said, for the walk, but I felt it was something more than the walk which attracted her. This gave me an opportunity of getting to know the young Mrs. Stacy.
    She had a gentle and unsubtle nature and I often had the notion that she was longing to confide in me. I wished she would, but somehow she always seemed to draw back just as I thought I was going to hear something of importance.
    I suspected that she was afraid of her husband; but at the vicarage with Jeremy Brown her manner underwent a change and she seemed happy in a furtive way, like a child who is snatching some forbidden yet irresistible treat. Perhaps I was too curious about the affairs of others; I made excuses for myself. I was here to discover what had become of Roma and I must therefore find out everything about the people around me. But what had the relationship between Edith and her husband and the young curate to do with Roma? No, it was plain curiosity, I warned myself, and no concern of mine and yet…
    I can only say that the desire to know was too deep to be dismissed and I felt that Edith would be my best source of information for the reason that she was guileless and easy to read.
    When she offered to take me into Walmer and Deal, the twin towns a few miles along the coast, I was delighted and we set out one morning as the girls were leaving for the vicarage.
    It was a lovely April day with an opalesque sea and the lightest of breezes blowing off it. The gorse bushes were clumps of golden glory; and under hedges I caught glimpses of wild violets and wood sorrel. And because it was spring and I smelt the good scent of the earth and felt the gentle warmth of the sun I was elated. I didn’t quite know why, except that the budding shrubs and bushes and the birdsong and the gentle sunshine all seemed to offer some promise and I experienced that springtime fever which made me believe that there was something symbolic in all nature’s awakening to a new life. Every now and then the song of a bird was on the air—whitethroats and swallows, sedge warblers and martins. There was no sign of the gulls whose melancholy cries I had already noticed in gloomy weather.
    “They come inland when it’s stormy,” Edith remarked. “So perhaps their absence means it’ll be a lovely day.”
    I said that I had never before seen such a magnificent display of gorse to which Edith asked if I knew the old saying that when the gorse was out that meant it was kissing time.
    She smiled rather charmingly and went on: “It’s a joke, Mrs. Verlaine. It’s because the gorse blooms all the year round somewhere in England.”
    She had become animated and clearly enjoyed introducing me to the country. I realized more than ever that I was a town woman. The parks of London, the Tuileries and the Bois de Boulogne had been my countryside. But this was different and I was reveling in it.
    She brought the trap to a standstill and told me that if I looked round I should see the battlements of Walmer Castle.

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