wonât argue. That would never work on your father.â
âWhat are you going to do?â I asked.
âConspire,â she said. And with that we walked toward the moon along the shining stones. The tiny lapping waves sang a muted chant with brush strokes of sound. My mother looked long and hard at the moon and then she stooped down to wash her hands in the sea. I was suddenly afraid. All this talk of having been a gift from the sea. I know she believed it but I often wondered if my mother was completely crazy. If she was crazy, she was crazy in such a beautiful, mysterious way that I loved her all the more for it. But I was getting old enough now to wonder if her craziness would be dangerous. It was a time when I should have been allowed the liberty of rebellion and temporary adolescent insanity. But I felt myself becoming an anchor for both my parents. I was all that tethered the anarchist and the mermaid to our home. Casey was young. She drifted through life like a cloud. I watched Casey float around the island on a cushion of air as we walked. Her head was always full of birds and breezes. My mother, on the other hand, was tidal. At times she was there, cooking, cleaning, salting down fish. Other times her mind would slip out to sea or sail her to the stars with her charts.
And Everett, the successful politician, the failed destroyer of bridges, the theorist. He was changed from wild rebellion into something uniquely odd â a Conservative, a Tory. Howwould he fit into a back bench in the legislature in Halifax? What would become of him?
My mother, in communion with the sea, began to sing a lullaby. She sat down and Casey curled up like a wisp of night smoke in her lap and fell asleep. The power of my motherâs soft voice almost sent me to dreams as well, but I was too stirred up. I didnât trust her magic. I sat quietly, skipping small stones into the ribbon of moonlight that had moved further west. âWhere is that song from?â I asked.
âI donât know. Itâs just something thatâs in me and wants to come out. Itâs from my life before your father. A piece of it. Some day, Iâll know the whole story.â
I didnât want my mother to know the whole story. I feared it would break the spell of our own home life. The unknown elements of both my parentâs lives were not to be trusted. My motherâs singing had unlocked the key to sleep. Hard stones felt like pillows beneath me. The cool, damp air was a warm comforter of down. Leaning on my motherâs soft arm, I drifted headlong into darkness.
Then I heard the splashing. The slapping of things wet against the stones. When I looked up I saw that the moon was low on the horizon now. It had melted from silver light to red blood and the world was awash with the setting moonlight, a softer but more sinister glow. The sea was a spectacular circus of jumping things. Fish of all sorts leaped about. Some flipped up into somersaults by the shoreline and landed by our feet.
âWhat is it?â I asked my mother who seemed to be in a trance.
âItâs what I can do to keep your father here. It wonât work but itâs necessary to try.â
âThe fish?â
âYes. For him.â
âBut heâs already talking of the trip to Halifax tomorrow. He doesnât have the boat ready.â
âWhen he wakes, heâll be out there. â Hers was a farawaysmile. I lifted Casey onto my back and we walked home. The fish continued to splash and sprint into the air. My mother and I picked up the ones on the rocks as we walked and slipped them back out into the water.
In the morning when I woke, my father was gone. He had awakened in the dim morning light and, despite the victory, the appointments in Halifax and the politics, he headed to sea. He was back before ten, shouting and hollering for us all to come see. His Cape Islander down at the wharf was a mountain of cod and haddock
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