from my husbandâs family, perhaps. I didnât know it was there. I havenât really looked through the cupboards.â
That seemed to me to show a remarkable lack of curiosity. Or politeness; I shouldnât have been looking through my masterâs possessions without permission, I realised with shame. Still, it was done now.
I opened the top of the box. âLook at the shells. Theyâre exquisite.â
Moving closer, Misaki kneeled beside me and pulled a shell from the box. âSo many of them! Oh, look at this one.â On the inside of the shell were painted cherry blossom branches on a gold background, with what looked like a line of verse written down the side.
âWhat does it say?â
She peered at it, then shook her head. âI donât know.â
âI think there are supposed to be three hundred and sixty pairs,â I offered. âShall we play?â
We laid out the shells from the top tray so that their pictures were visible.
The morning passed very happily, though Misaki pretended to sulk when I had found two pairs for every one of hers.
Fortunately the rain didnât last long. By the afternoon the skies were clear and we were able to take tea by the pond. It was the same spot in which Taro had revealed Lord Shimizuâs secret, the only difference being the appearance of blue and white bellflowers in the garden. Misaki had a fan painted with bellflowers, I recalled, thinking I must remember to give it to her to carry the next time we came outside. She was still carrying the iris fan, but their season was coming to an end. What would be suitable for the fireworks? I wondered. If there was a wrong note struck in her dress or accessories, would it be observed? I turned to her to ask, then decided not to trouble her with my anxieties. I was only worried because I knew her secret â she didnât know I knew, and I wanted to keep it that way.
As it turned out, I was not alone in my anxiety. In the week since Shimizu had first announced that they would be going to Shunshoâs viewing party, Misaki had seemed excited by the prospect, enlivened, but on the morning of the fireworks festival itself she was pale. She ate nobreakfast, and my attempts to engage her in conversation about the event were met with short answers.
Finally I asked, âAre you unwell, my lady?â
The face she turned on me was drawn not with illness but apprehension. âTo be honest, Kasumi, Iâm a little scared. Tonight will be my first time meeting my husbandâs friends.â
The afternoon of the festival was spent in getting ready. We went through Misakiâs kimonos trying to decide which best suited the occasion. âWhat do you think of this one?â She held up a kimono of bright red silk embroidered with threads of yellow, indigo and pale blue.
âThat must be what fireworks look like,â I said.
âOh good, I thought so too. You donât think itâs too bright?â
âBut the fireworks will be bright,â I pointed out. âAnd besides, itâs so beautiful.â I traced an embroidered flower with my finger.
I redid Misakiâs hair, using the red comb from Yabuhara as an ornament. Then she reapplied her white face makeup, and I took the brush to paint around the nape of her neck. A light application of rouge to her cheeks and lips, and then it was time for the kimono.
âWhat if they donât like me?â she said tremulously as I tied the obi.
I suspected what she meant was: What if they see through me? After all, the only person sheâd had to fool so far was me, and while I could spy the new shoot of a fern among a carpet of leaves, my eye for people had proved not quite so discerning: I hadnât suspected her secret at all.
âHow could they not like you?â I responded, pushing her towards the reception room.
To our surprise Isamu was waiting there with Shimizu, so striking in his formal
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