I'm
remembering right. Red vinyl seats? Great
coffee?"
Ash grinned and nodded. "Yep. That's the
place."
"Let's go there then."
Leroy's seemed different during the day, more
hustle and bustle and less chill than Ash was used
to, but the coffee was amazing, as always, and the
food hot and delicious. He and Fee chatted for a
bit, mainly about work, the unbearable heat wave
that had descended on Chicago a few days before,
and a couple of upcoming albums they were both
looking forward to. Nothing serious or deep, but it
was comfortable, easy. Ash didn't bring up the
question weighing most heavily on his mind
because he wanted to keep it that way.
When they finished their food, they didn't linger.
Twenty minutes later Fee pulled his Jetta into the
Museum of Science and Industry's underground
parking garage. Ash grinned and shook his head at
himself, unsurprised but feeling slow for not
having guessed earlier. Of course this was the
museum Fee wanted to visit. Of course.
"What are you thinking?" Fee asked suddenly.
He'd just turned into a spot and cut the engine
before glancing sideways at Ash.
Ash looked over at him, still grinning. "I was
just thinking I should have known this was where
you would bring me."
Fee's expression changed from curiosity to
uncertainty. He chewed his lip for a second. "You
don't like it?"
"Oh, no, that's not what I meant," Ash said in a
rush, wanting to reassure him. "I've actually never
been. I just … I was thinking the Shedd or the
Field Museum at first, but this seems more your
style. I'm excited to check it out."
Relief washed over Fee's features, and he gave
Ash a hesitant smile. "I love this place. My mom
brought me here all the time when I was a kid. She
made it into a tradition. Coming here is what
sparked my interest in science and techy stuff. I
don't know if I'd even be in IT without this place
and my mom's encouragement."
"Oh, yeah?"
"Yeah. I actually wanted to be a pilot when I
was really young, thought I would go into the
Marines like my father. Make him proud. But then,
when I was fourteen, my mom bought me my first
iMac, and well … it was love, you know?"
Ash nodded. "Yeah, I get that. I guess it was the
same way for me when I got my first sketchpad,
and then later when I discovered tattoos." He
paused for a moment, unsure if he should ask his
next question, but nosiness eventually won out.
"Why did you change your mind about the
Marines? You could have still done IT stuff for
them, right? I bet they would've loved to have
someone as smart as you."
Fee's expression shuttered. He turned back to
the steering wheel without answering and pulled
his keys from the ignition. "Let's go inside."
Before Ash could react, Fee was out of the car
and walking away. Cursing under his breath, Ash
unbuckled his seatbelt and rushed to catch up with
him. "Hey, wait up, man. It's cool if you don't want
to answer, okay? I wasn't trying to push. You don't
have to take off on me."
Fee sighed and slowed his steps. "I'm sorry. It's
a touchy subject. I don't even know why I
mentioned it."
"It's all right."
Fee shook his head and stopped mid-step. "It
isn't. I was rude, and I apologize."
Ash halted beside him. "Fee—"
"Look," Fee said with a sigh. "Let's just say
when I was fifteen I realized some things about
myself and figured out I wasn't meant to be a
soldier. The Marines were all my father ever
talked about. He felt like he was robbed of his
glory days, you see. He got injured in Desert Storm
when I was five. His knee had to be completely
rebuilt, but after months of physical therapy and
dozens of complications, he was eventually
discharged. He was only twenty-six at the time. He
wanted a son he could live through vicariously,
someone he could brag about to his family and
friends. What he got instead was me, and he's been
angry about it ever since."
"That sucks," Ash said. It didn't seem adequate,
nowhere near, but he
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