the second comment might have been the better choice. Especially since I had no idea what a pedophile was. Mrs Pettengill did. Her jaw just about hit the floor as she hustled me out of the room and down to the principalâs office.
It was a lot different than the first time I got sent to the principalâs office. There were no punitive consequences except Mom had to come pick me up. It was a couple weeks before Christmas vacation. I remember Dad was on the computer a lot, trying to find a new place to live. Mom got pretty red in the face when she found out about my comment, but even she didnât bother to punish me. It was the first time, throughout the whole divorce, I remember thinking she had really let me down. Needless to say that class project was canceled. Something the other kids held against me for the rest of the year. I was the Grinch who stole their orphan.
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Just then Tim shouts out, âTENS!!!â
âAll right,â Jesse says. âI think thereâs a rest stop up ahead.â
âTens is like ten minutes until you need a bathroom,â Tim explains. âFives is like five minutes. And if you yell turtles, thatmeans itâs an emergency and whoever is driving should pull over at the nearest good-sized bush or tree.â
This is good information to have. I flip ahead a few pages in the notebook and make a new list that I title
Useful Information
. I like to title things. Maybe because it seems to be an indication of something promising. I write down Timâs explanation for getting the van to stop when you have to crap. A few minutes later the bus pulls in at a gas station and everyone piles out to stretch their legs. Tim jogs off to find the key to the bathroom. G follows Tim, while Emily and Lyle walk over to a picnic bench. I lean back against the side of the van, trying to get my back to crack.
âI think I pissed Emily off,â I say off handedly to Jesse. âI feel bad.â
âReally?â he says and cocks his head to one side.
âWell, I feel bad if sheâs upset. But I donât really feel bad about arguing with her,â I clarify.
âGood,â Jesse says. âYou shouldnât. Emilyâs got to learn that she canât just shout her opinions at people to make them agree with her. She can get really preachy sometimes, and more often than not, it has the opposite effect. She ends up turning people off to the things sheâs saying because the way sheâs saying them is so â¦â he pauses.
âIn your face?â I offer.
âYeah, pretty much,â he says. âStill,â he offers after a few minutes have passed. âIf you think you might have hurt her feelings, it never hurts to apologize.â
âYeah, I know.â I was kind of hoping Lyle was going to head for the bathroom so I could talk to Emily alone. âI really liked talking to Emily this morning.â
âI bet,â Jesse says.
I look up quickly to see if thereâs any hint of suggestion in his comment. But thereâs none. He simply gives me another ultra-sincere smile and then gestures to Lyle with a wave of his hand. âHey, man,â he shouts. âCan you take a look at the exhaust pipe for me? I think I heard a clunking noise that last mile or so.â
I look curiously at Jesse. Did he read my mind? I walk casually over to where Emily is sitting and sit down next to her. I clap my hands together nervously, unsure of what to say. âIâm sorry,â I start. âIâm sorry if I was too sarcastic or whatever, and I pissed you off.â
âThanks, Drew,â Emily says. Sheâs twisting one of her dreadlocks back and forth between her fingers. âI shouldnât have gotten on your case either.â She sighs loudly. âJesse says I can be too preachy, and it turns people off from what Iâm saying.â
âIâm interested in what youâre saying,â I say.
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