as the trip to Niagara Falls that was now not happening. The same day! What are the odds? I thought.
So now I should go and tell my mom, right? I should let her know that it made no sense to me that Simon would book a trip to Niagara Falls, during the school week of all times, on a date that conflicted with his big field trip to Strawbery Banke. This Niagara Falls trip of his had to be a lie, but for what? I stayed tight-lipped about it, because I knew what my mother would say.
I knew without a doubt that sheâd take his word over mine.
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CHAPTER 14
Nina knew sleep would not come easily. It wasnât because of Maggieâs refusal to make any accommodations for Simon, to give him a single benefit of the doubt. No, her big worry was still a little over a week away, when, for the first time in over fifteen years, she would set foot in an office building as a paid employee. She was in the middle of a mini fashion show for Simon, who lounged on the bed, hands clasped behind his head, pajama bottoms on and shirt off, giving Nina a clear view of his toned chest and the outline of well-formed abdominal muscles.
Sheâd acclimated to the round shape of his face, which would look boyish without the stubble, the plastic glasses he used to read, the khakis he wore to work, even how he was so particular about the way he folded his shirts. Maybe it was still that honeymoon phase, but Simon seemed to have none of Glenâs shortcomings. He made a big deal of birthdays and listened to her without distractedly looking at his phone. He touched her often, lovinglyâa gentle squeeze of her hand as heâd pass her in the kitchen, a brush against her shoulder as he served her dinner, and later in bed would offer massages without expecting favors in return. Perhaps the most notable distinction was how Simon enjoyed his work without letting it consume him.
On several occasions Simon compared his and Ninaâs relationship to the founding of Americaâone of his favorite topics to teachâcitinghow they, too, had unified under stressful circumstances, building something better together.
Yes, she told herself. We can forge a more perfect union .
The clothes Nina tried on (and there were a half-dozen mix-and-match outfits in her wardrobe) were recent purchases, all gifts from Simon. The outfits were professional, but not too buttoned-upâearthy colors mostly, cotton fabrics, no patterns. She was going for comfort and the pulled-together, approachable look of someone a person could confide in, as her clients would be expected to do.
She was showing Simon the pleated cream-colored boat-neck top and ankle-length slim-leg black pants she was thinking of wearing to her first day on the job.
Simon appraised Nina with hungry eyes.
âYou look amazing,â he said, as she finished her spin.
He lunged at her from across the bed, grabbed her waist, and pulled her to the mattress, where he kissed the spots that got her blood pressure rising. Nina slid out from under him, worried about wrinkling the outfit, still not sold on it as the right choice for her grand appearance.
âIâm so nervous,â she said.
âYouâll be marvelous,â Simon assured her. âTrust me.â
Nina flopped back on the bed and kissed him hard on the mouth. âYou werenât always so happy about it,â she said.
âItâs hard for me to share you,â Simon said, his hand rubbing the small of her back, teasing out jolts of pleasure that raced down Ninaâs legs and up her arms. She nestled into his embrace.
âIâm sorry this hasnât gone smoother with Maggie,â she said, switching to that subject because it was never far from her thoughts.
âDonât you worry,â said Simon. âItâs a process. Itâs all going to be worth it in the end.â
âI hope youâre right.â
Nina breathed out her worry while burying her mouth in Simonâsneck,
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