you feel, George. Â Right now, I mean. Â Are you taking any medication?â Â I studied his eyes closely.
âMedication? Â No. Â And I feel fine. Â I feel . . .â Â He stopped, as though considering a new experience for the first time. Â In my own memory I shuffled the images of previous drug test subjects, some of them with this same lookâwhat we called the placebo look. Â The non-reactive response prior to any display of measurable side effects. Â But this was not my test subject. Â If he was anyoneâs, he was perhaps Seanâs or Walterâs or whoever the hell else had been skulking around Zionâs water tower in the night. Â âI feel . . . great,â George concluded.
âLike you usually feel in the morning, you mean?â
He looked right at me, the jade green irises around his dilated pupils sprinkled with tiny flecks of gray, as if heâd just emerged from a tornado that had sucked up sand from a riverbed. Â His cheeks flushed as he spoke. Â âI feel . . . alive,â he said, simply. Â âDonât you?â
âNo, not really, George. Â I havenât been drinking the water. Â At least not cold.â
âWhat do you mean?â Â His perplexed alien eyes searched for clues in a face I kept as calm as I could manage.
âI donât know, but listen to me, George. Â Try not to overreact to things today, okay? Â Remain calm and observant. Â Do your job, and donât drink any more water unless you heat it first.â
âWhy? Â Where are you going?â
âIâve got to go see the Sheriff, okay? Â Itâs something I should have done the minute I got here yesterday, but Iâm going to straighten everything out now.â
âWith your wife?â George asked. Â
âNo, I mean with everyone in town. Â I just hope Iâm not too late. Â What time is it? Â My watch stopped last night.â
George looked at his watch, dutifully. Â âUm, itâs ten-fifteen now,â he said. Â âWhat would you like for lunch?â
âLunch?â Â I tripped over my own feet. Â On regaining balance, I happened to look into the mirror in the adjoining bathroom. Â And there was Tactarâs office clown, purveyor of dry, ironic humor few truly appreciated. Â Bachelor, loner, jet lag victim. Â And also the perfect patsy, now.
âWhat is it?â George asked me. Â âWhatâs wrong?â
He followed me out toward the front of the store. Â What Iâd only imagined in theory was beginning to settle on me like an enormous weightâthat a conspiracy actually existed, and that something had been produced in short order to be tested on this small town, as if on guinea pigs. Â But why, and who was doing it?
I paused at the front door, my fingers circling the brass knob. Â I turned to find George behind me. Â His look might have been one of empathy had he known my dilemma, and his concerned gaze increased my sense of guilt. Â âCharlie?â he said.
âNo, not Charlie,â I confessed. Â âThatâs not my name.â
âItâs not?â
I began to pace like a rat left behind. Â A rat which has just discovered that the only way out meant jumping into the ocean. Â I thought about what I would tell the Sheriff, when I found him. Â Would he even believe me? Â âWater dispersal is not viable,â I heard myself say, as though trying to convince myself.
âWater?â asked George. Â âWhat about the water?â
âStomach acids. Â It shouldnât work. Â And how could they manufacture so much of the formulation so quickly? Â And who were they, anyway, George? Â The paranoid THEM.â
I fished out the last of my change and used it to pull a grape soda up through the gray metal gates of Georgeâs old cooler. Â I checked the
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