all.”
“Lot of little kids in this neighborhood,” Stynes said. “I saw them when I came in. A lot of little kids come to the church. Sunday school. Bible study. Youth groups. This seems like a nice hunting ground for a guy like you.”
“Reverend Fred doesn’t let me around the children,” Dante said. “I don’t want to be around them.”
“Oh, come on, Dante. I’m not an idiot. I know what you did in prison all those years. You didn’t sit around working through your problems and developing coping mechanisms, did you? You sat around fantasizing about getting out again and getting to where you’d see more little kids. You built up twenty-two years of frustration in there, and now you need to let it out.”
“No, sir. I became a Christian in there. I studied the Bible. I learned to deal with my problems.”
“You admit you have a problem?”
“Had, sir,” Dante said. “Had.”
For the first time, Stynes saw some life flash in Dante’s eyes, a hint that more brewed beneath the surface than was immediately apparent. His answer possessed a sharpness that his other speech lacked.
“You don’t want to relive the past?” Stynes asked.
“No, sir.”
“You talked to that reporter. Katie What’s-Her-Face.”
“My PO wanted me to do that,” Dante said. “And I thought I could give my testimony in there. Did you read it? I testified. I spoke about how God has helped me.”
“You said you’re innocent.”
“We’re all guilty of something. Only God can judge.”
“Don’t bullshit me, Dante,” Stynes said. “You said in that story you didn’t kill Justin Manning. Is that part of your testimony? Not taking responsibility for what you’ve done?”
A long pause. Dante considered Stynes from behind the sad eyes. He still held an envelope in his right hand. “I didn’t kill that boy,” he finally said. “But I’ve done other wicked things. My interview in the paper was about that.”
“You mean the little kid you diddled before you killed Justin Manning?”
Dante held the envelope in the air between them. “If you don’t mind, sir, I’d like to get back to work.”
“Do you really know why I’m here? Do you know what prompted this visit? Some biddy from this church came to me and complained about you. She said she didn’t like the idea of a kid killer and a pervert working in a church. Now what do you think about that?”
“Like I said, only God can sit in judgment.”
“Don’t you just want to admit it now?” Stynes asked. “They can’t do anything else to you. You’ve already done your time. But don’t you want to give that family some peace? The Mannings? I saw them just yesterday, and they still wonder about what really happened in that park. They have questions. Wouldn’t God want you to just step to the plate and come clean? Wouldn’t he want you to say, ‘Yeah, I did it, and I’m sorry.’ Couldn’t that be part of your testimony?”
Dante put the envelope down. He used his hands—the fingers long and thin—to straighten some of the stacks before him. He didn’t look at Stynes.
“I’m sorry for that boy’s family,” he said. “I really am. I pray for them and for that boy.”
“Justin Manning. He has a name.”
“I can’t admit to something I didn’t do.”
“Why don’t you sue us then? You were wrongly convicted. Take us to the cleaners. Get a bunch of money and move to the Bahamas.”
“I don’t need earthly treasure,” Dante said. “And besides, I did commit wickedness and needed to be punished for it. Like Christ on the cross, I accepted my punishment.”
“Oh, Jesus, Dante,” Stynes said. “You’re really shoveling it.” Stynes shook his head. The man still didn’t meet his eye, and Stynes figured he had pushed about as hard as he could push against someone so obtuse, such a true believer. “I’m going to have to notify your PO that you’re getting too close to little kids,” Stynes said.
“He knows I work
“Lot of little kids in this neighborhood,” Stynes said. “I saw them when I came in. A lot of little kids come to the church. Sunday school. Bible study. Youth groups. This seems like a nice hunting ground for a guy like you.”
“Reverend Fred doesn’t let me around the children,” Dante said. “I don’t want to be around them.”
“Oh, come on, Dante. I’m not an idiot. I know what you did in prison all those years. You didn’t sit around working through your problems and developing coping mechanisms, did you? You sat around fantasizing about getting out again and getting to where you’d see more little kids. You built up twenty-two years of frustration in there, and now you need to let it out.”
“No, sir. I became a Christian in there. I studied the Bible. I learned to deal with my problems.”
“You admit you have a problem?”
“Had, sir,” Dante said. “Had.”
For the first time, Stynes saw some life flash in Dante’s eyes, a hint that more brewed beneath the surface than was immediately apparent. His answer possessed a sharpness that his other speech lacked.
“You don’t want to relive the past?” Stynes asked.
“No, sir.”
“You talked to that reporter. Katie What’s-Her-Face.”
“My PO wanted me to do that,” Dante said. “And I thought I could give my testimony in there. Did you read it? I testified. I spoke about how God has helped me.”
“You said you’re innocent.”
“We’re all guilty of something. Only God can judge.”
“Don’t bullshit me, Dante,” Stynes said. “You said in that story you didn’t kill Justin Manning. Is that part of your testimony? Not taking responsibility for what you’ve done?”
A long pause. Dante considered Stynes from behind the sad eyes. He still held an envelope in his right hand. “I didn’t kill that boy,” he finally said. “But I’ve done other wicked things. My interview in the paper was about that.”
“You mean the little kid you diddled before you killed Justin Manning?”
Dante held the envelope in the air between them. “If you don’t mind, sir, I’d like to get back to work.”
“Do you really know why I’m here? Do you know what prompted this visit? Some biddy from this church came to me and complained about you. She said she didn’t like the idea of a kid killer and a pervert working in a church. Now what do you think about that?”
“Like I said, only God can sit in judgment.”
“Don’t you just want to admit it now?” Stynes asked. “They can’t do anything else to you. You’ve already done your time. But don’t you want to give that family some peace? The Mannings? I saw them just yesterday, and they still wonder about what really happened in that park. They have questions. Wouldn’t God want you to just step to the plate and come clean? Wouldn’t he want you to say, ‘Yeah, I did it, and I’m sorry.’ Couldn’t that be part of your testimony?”
Dante put the envelope down. He used his hands—the fingers long and thin—to straighten some of the stacks before him. He didn’t look at Stynes.
“I’m sorry for that boy’s family,” he said. “I really am. I pray for them and for that boy.”
“Justin Manning. He has a name.”
“I can’t admit to something I didn’t do.”
“Why don’t you sue us then? You were wrongly convicted. Take us to the cleaners. Get a bunch of money and move to the Bahamas.”
“I don’t need earthly treasure,” Dante said. “And besides, I did commit wickedness and needed to be punished for it. Like Christ on the cross, I accepted my punishment.”
“Oh, Jesus, Dante,” Stynes said. “You’re really shoveling it.” Stynes shook his head. The man still didn’t meet his eye, and Stynes figured he had pushed about as hard as he could push against someone so obtuse, such a true believer. “I’m going to have to notify your PO that you’re getting too close to little kids,” Stynes said.
“He knows I work
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