finally.â She bends her head to sip from her coffee mug. Maybe itâs just my imagination, but from here it looks like the coffee is too hot for drinking. I donât mean that itâs still steaming; I mean it looks like itâs bubbling, boiling.
I shake my head as Mom swallows the coffee smoothly. I must be imagining things.
âLook,â I try again, pointing to the photo in the center. The one where the shadow is most distinct. âLook at that .â
Mom lifts the photo off the table and holds it up in front of her face. She narrows her eyes.
âSunshine, your room is a mess,â she says finally.
âWhat?â
âWhy are your games and toys scattered everywhere like that? I hope you put everything away.â
I shake my head. âDonât look at the toys. Look closer, at the center of the room.â I resist the urge to grab the photo and hold it up in front of her. Nolan didnât need me to tell him tolook closer. He thought the shadow was every bit as obvious as I did.
âWhat is it you want me to look at?â Mom asks, sighing impatiently. She lowers the photo out of her eye line.
I pause before answering. Maybe I should wait until tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow Mom will have had a good nightâs sleep and maybe the sun will be shining so that the light will be better in here and Mom will be able to see.
A clap of thunder sounds in the distance, like maybe the universe is laughing at me for thinking that it might be sunny in the morning.
âDonât you see it?â I ask, surprised at how small my voice sounds. I sound about half my age. âDonât you see the shadow in the center of the room?â
Mom shakes her head. âI donât see anything.â
I swallow a gasp, wringing my hands like an old lady whoâs worried about the weather. I mean, it was one thing all those nights when I heard footsteps and laughter and Mom said it was just the wind, just branches from the Douglas firs hitting the side of the houseâthat was Mom just being her skeptical self. But this isnât just a little cynicism. It was scary enough when she didnât remember what happened this morning, but right now she literally doesnât see the same image that Nolan and I saw in the photograph thatâs right in front of her.
I look up at the ceiling, wondering what the ghost is doing up on our second floor, what kinds of tricks sheâs played on my motherâs brain to blind her like this.
âMomââ I start, but she cuts me off.
âPlease tell me this isnât more ghost nonsense.â
âItâs not nonsense,â I say, still in that small voice.
âIt is nonsense, Sunshine, and I really wish youâd cut it out.â Unlike mine, Momâs voice is anything but small. âI know youâre not crazy about Ridgemont, but I am getting sick and tired of your complaining.â
âIt has nothing to do with whether I like Ridgemont or not,â I say, and now my voice sounds even more like a little kidâs, and in the worst possible way. I take a deep breath and try to control it. I need to sound calm, to make a compelling argument, using scientific evidenceâthe photosâthe kind of argument that Mom will understand. âI just wanted to show youââ
âShow me what?â Mom says almost shouting and she drops the photo. It flutters down to the floor and I pick it up frantically, scared she might step on it or something, relieved that at least she didnât rip it in half before she let it go.
âSunshine,â Mom says before I can answer. Sheâs not exactly yelling, but she still sounds angry. She puts her mug down on the counter with such a loud bang Iâm surprised it doesnât break into a thousand pieces. âIâve had just about enough of this. Go to your room.â
âGo to my room?â I echo. Sheâs literally never, not once, sent me to
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