âTell us all the boys youâve kissed.â
Even Denby watched Clare now with something approaching interest.
âCome on,â Teddy said. âTell us what youâve done with them.â He leaned forward, his legs spread wide, his elbows on his knees.
Suddenly, Bram was on his feet. âLeave her alone,â he said.
Bridget looked up at Bram, stricken.
Teddy eased back in his chair, his eyebrows high, his grin twisted.
âSit down,â Denby ordered.
Bram watched Teddy for a long moment. Then he sat back down again.
Bridgetâs gaze shifted to Clare, where it hardened.
Fourteen
C LAREâS MOTHER UNHOOKED THE thread of tiny freshwater pearls from the back of her neck and hung it on one of the red lilies Tilda had brought up to her that morning. The strand hung down over her dressing table like a piece of loose rigging.
Clare shifted from one foot to the other in the doorway.
Her mother turned back with a smile. âHello, love,â she said.
Clare took up a perch at the foot of her motherâs bed.
âAdeline Lewis is hosting a bridge party on the beach,â her mother told her. âI doubt she was expecting children, but I also doubt the conversation will rise beyond a childâs comprehension. Would you like to come along?â
Clare shook her head. âI just came home,â she said.
âDid you have a good time with Bridget?â her mother asked.
Clare hesitated.
Her mother rummaged through the velvet chambers of her jewelry case and pulled another necklace out. This one was an old-fashioned setting, blue topaz petals and emerald leaves on a white gold vine.
Clare knew immediately where it must have come from. Her motherâs girlhood bangles were all paste, carved wood, hand-painted glass over butterfly wings. And the vine was too ornate to date from the past few years, when all the jewelry was made to look like airplanes or skyscrapers.
Her mother lifted her chin to show off the gems. âWhat do you think?â she asked.
Her motherâs reflection was strange in the glass: her eyes familiar, but traded, the wrong side of her smile crooked, the wrong eyebrow arched.
It might have been this strangeness that gave Clare the courage to ask, âDid Daddy give you that?â
Her motherâs hands froze above her head, like a dancer listening for the strains of the next movement. Then she turned around. Her eyes hadnât filled with tears, as Clare had feared. In fact, they seemed to have a kind of question in them. âHe did,â she said.
âWhen?â Clare asked.
Her mother touched the jewels at her throat.
âThe day we got married,â she said. To Clareâs surprise, her motherâs lips twisted as if sheâd just heard a joke. âHe told me heâd had it for weeks, but he waited until the deal was sealed so I couldnât raise enough money to run off before the wedding.â
Her smile broke into a grin at the memory.
Then she stood and gathered Clare into the sheer layers of fabric at her waist. Clareâs hands found hiding spots in her motherâs skirts. Her mother smoothed Clareâs hair.
âHe loved you so much,â her mother said.
This was a benediction her mother had said over Clare a hundred times since her fatherâs death. It might even have been what Clare had come in search of. But for the first time since his death, the familiar words didnât settle her heart.
Her own memories of her father had long since worn thin, like faces in a photograph that faded a bit more each time she touched her finger down to point at them. And they had only ever been a childâs memories. She had never been old enough to study him the way she now studied everyone she met. Even when her memories had been whole, they had never been enough to tell her what kind of man heâd been.
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