husband after she was gone, for from the moment the doctor left her she never believed she would rise from her bed again. It was when she cried out that many a poor woman would be glad to find a home for her puny child, that the idea came upon me of the woman and infant I had seen pass the house about nine, as I came in at the south gate, and to whom I had spoken. I gave that poor woman some silver, pitying her much when she told me her child was barely a fortnight old.
âPerhaps I had no right to speak of this mother and child to my sister, for she was not quite herself at any moment from the time the doctor left to the moment of her deathâperhaps I should not have excited her already excited brain. But no sooner did she comprehend what I said than she cried that heaven had heard her prayer, and bade me go and seek the woman. I refused at first, but she looked so powerful that it seemed to me as though she was inspired, and so I said yes, I would go, and I went quickly from the house and down the road, in the direction which the poor woman had taken.
âAnd when I heard the child crying from within that miserable common cab, I also thought that Heaven had had pity on us. I know now how guilty I wasâhow very guilty I was.
âI had not left the house twenty minutes when I was returning with the child, and when I came into her room, carrying the infant, I found her still alone, though I had taken no precautions to keep her by herself. She cried out, saying Heaven had been kind, and declaring how a good angel had brought it to me.
âThere was no one in the house to see my act. It was the free-school fête day, and the servants, with the exception of one, were at Velvet Dell, three miles awayâthe only girl that had remained at home had gone down to the surgery with the doctor.
âBefore a quarter past ten, at which time the servants came trooping homeâthey had been given to ten, and there had been nobody to send for them during that terrible hour-and-a-halfâbefore a quarter past ten she was dying in the presence of Dr. Ellkins, who looked much confused and puzzled.
âEven then I felt the enormity of the crime in which I had engagedâI did indeed. Even then I felt that had I opposed my sisterâs wild idea instead of having fostered it, she herself would never have laid such injunctions upon me as she did.
âIt was before the doctor arrived for the second timeâand the moment the ladyâs maid returned with the medicine, I sent her back for the medical manâit was before Dr. Ellkins came again that she had commanded me to swear that I would never tell the truth about the child, she sayingââHeaven sent it, Heaven sent it, though it was but a poor womanâs daughter.â
âShe told me,â the poor lady continued, looking eagerly in my faceâit was now half-past three, as I saw by the great French clock on the mantelpiece, so that if Sir Nathaniel had come up by the 1 p.m. train he would soon be at Shirley Houseââshe told me that it would break down NewtonâNewton is Mr. Shedleighâif he lost both her and his child together, and that he was doing the world good, and that nothing must stop his work. You know,â she continued, breaking off, âshe married my brother because she rather admired his intellect than himself.
âShe said also I should save a poor child from destitution, and finally she declared that she willed that her uncle should not have her propertyâthat he was wicked and wasteful, and that her husband ought to have it to do good with.
âAnd then, as I heard the ring at the hall-door, and as she knew it was the doctor returned, she raised her right hand, looked wildly at me, and saidââI commandâin the name of God.â
âShe never spoke aloud again. She only whispered messages to her husband, and taking the doctorâs head between her hands, whispered
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