it?â she said. âAll of this for some quick give-your-life-to-Jesus spiel? As if that explains everything?â
âItâs not a spiel, Quinn. Itâs . . . itâs an awakening. Godâs chosen you to be part of the Falling Away, and has been preparing you for it since . . . well, since you were born. Only now, youâre ready to find out. To discover why. Thatâs why Iâm here.â
Quinn shook her head. She felt more tired than ever.
âYou canât argue with the evidence inside you, Quinn. When I touched you, when I prayed for you, it drew out all that pain.â
She nodded, weakly. Yes, she did have to admit that. It was the one reason she was in this room now; sheâd felt . . . something. Even before sheâd asked what he was doing, she knew inside that he was praying for her. And she knew that it was working. It had been physical. Real.
âWhen I prayed,â Paul continued, âI drew that disease out of you, I drew it into me, you might say. And to help me cope with those thoughts, those emotions that were bottled up inside you, I have to go through my own . . . well, my own ritual.â He held up his gloved hands. âYouâve been wanting to ask me about the gloves, havenât you?â
She nodded. Even that took physical energy she didnât have.
âIâm what you might call a germophobe. A clean freak. I donât like physical contactâwhich, in a funny way, makes it hard for me to do what I do. But the irony is, it also makes it possible for me to do what I do.â
âAnd that is?â
âEver read the Bible?â
âNot really.â
âYouâre not alone. Youâll find the Falling Away in Second Thessalonians: âLet no one deceive you by any means; for that Day will not come unless the falling away comes first, and the man of sin is revealed, the son of perdition.â â
âI donât get it.â
âHang with me. That verse is talking about . . . well, itâs talking about a lot of things. But the Day it refers toâthe day that will not come unless the falling away comes firstâis a right relationship with God. So the falling away, in the literal sense, is about us, as humanity, falling away from God. Falling away from what is right. Hitting bottom, if you will. Thatâs happening all around us, and itâs been happening since . . . really, since the beginning of mankind.â
âI still donât get it.â
âOkay, okay. The Falling Away is happening all around us, every day. Hatred, bitterness, pain: itâs everywhere, because we live in a world thatâs cracked and broken. Itâs not meant to be this way. And we in the Falling Away are doing all we can to help repair those cracks and breaks.â
âBy?â
He sighed. âWell, thatâs the other part of the phrase, the other meaning of the Falling Away. We want people to see the reality of whatâs around them, open their eyes to what they should be seeing: a world thatâs hurting and needs redemption. We want the illusions of hatred and suffering to fall away, in a sense. Because falling away from the lies that surround us means falling into the hands of God. Thatâs from Hebrewsââ
âOkay, okay. I get it. Youâre a religious wing nut, telling me I just need to pray and everything will be all right.â
âOh, I didnât say everything will be all right. But let me finish. Itâs not what youâre picturing; we donât lock arms and sing happy songs and talk platitudes. In the Falling Away, weâre an army, down in the trenches. Weâre . . .â He paused, cleared his throat. âWeâre exorcists, in a sense.â
Quinn laughed. âExorcists? Youâre crazier than I thought.â
âNo, Quinn. Itâs the world thatâs crazier than you think. What I just did to you was, very literally, an
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