gangster’s house!” “ What?” She nearly came off the bed with this “ What does an old gangbanger have to do with this ?” “ I have reason to believe it was your father who sent them back, in spades, for me—all those years ago.” She was back to strangling. “No!” But he wasn’t finished. “And that…,” he stumbled. “ What?” she did come off the bed this time—for the second time that night—and for the second time—the news nearly drove her to her knees. “ I think your mother tried to stop him….” She screamed at this. She screamed because she knew it was true. Memories of her parents fighting came flooding though.
He kept her from hitting the floor for the second time that night. He laid them both back upon the bed—soothing her. It was too much information. He hadn’t wanted to give her any of that information—hadn’t wanted her to ever know, but he’d had no choice. She was in too much danger. But it was too much information for her to take in all at once. He watched the scenes that played through his head, like a movie, as her thoughts went from one memory to the next. She remembered her parents—fighting. Only, this time, she could hear some of the words. Her mother was telling her father he was a traitor about something. She couldn’t imagine why her quiet, loving mother would ever call her father a traitor. He was telling her that she didn’t know what she was talking about. What could she possibly know about the politics of their people? What could she possibly know of what went on between their two races? He was telling her that she was as foolish as all the others—that if they all had their way, they would give up their power into the hands of a silly prophecy. She screamed at him, telling him that he was betraying her family—that he was betraying their friends—that he was betraying his own best friend. But he didn’t care. Her loving father didn’t care. She hadn’t understood what the implications of their words meant. She hadn’t understood what they meant ! And then, when her parents had disappeared… she’d buried all the memories. She cried silent tears of grief. Everything she believed was an illusion. Her quiet idyllic childhood was an illusion. Her loving parents were also an illusion. She wanted to escape—and did so—into sleep.
Justice got up from the bed and covered her up. She had fallen into a fitful sleep. Tomorrow she would have to receive the rest—as if she hadn’t had to receive enough tonight. The knowledge that everything you thought you knew had been a lie can test the depths of your abilities to stay centered—even perhaps to stay sane. But tomorrow she would also have to accept the knowledge that her life, as she knew it, was forever and irrevocably changed.
Chapter Twelve The Killer
Justice had strong coffee, and bacon and eggs waiting for her by the time she had pulled herself from her bed, showered, and made it into her tiny kitchen. She looked around. He had packed things up in her room. He had done so down here too. She had the uneasy feeling she hadn’t heard everything— yet. “ Am I going somewhere?” He nodded, setting down his cup. “You are going to take an indefinite leave of absence. And I know you won’t put us both through the trauma of trying to hang onto your life.” He frowned at her. “I’m sorry, Jes. You know this must be.” It was funny how bossy a man could be when he was afraid that the woman he was so desperate to protect was going to fight him every step of the way. She didn’t put him through any more. “I know, Justice,” she whispered. “I’m stubborn, not stupid. It would be stupid to paint myself as a target to this enemy.” He let out a visible sigh of relief. He’d clearly thought she was going to make this difficult. “ Where will I go?” “ To live with one of my sisters.” She nodded and almost grinned. He had never before