The Evil We Love (Tales from the Shadowhunter Academy Book 5) by Cassandra Clare, Robin Wasserman Page A

absorbing as much of the blood as she could.
    Jules’s breath was coming in hard pants. “Because when someone—shoots you with an arrow—” he gasped, “your immediate response is not—‘Thanks for the arrow, I think I’ll keep it for a while.’”
    “Good to know your sense of humor is intact.”
    “Is it still bleeding?” Julian demanded. His eyes were shut.
    She dabbed at the cut with her sweater. The blood had slowed, but the cut looked puffy and swollen. The rest of him, though—it had been a while since she’d seen him with his shirt off. There was more muscle than she remembered. Lean muscle pulled tight over his ribs, his stomach flat and lightly ridged. Cameron was much more muscular, but Julian’s spare lines were as elegant as a greyhound’s. “You’re too skinny,” she said. “Too much coffee, not enough pancakes.”
    “I hope they put that on my tombstone.” He gasped as she shifted forward, and she realized abruptly that she was squarely in Julian’s lap, her knees around his hips. It was a bizarrely intimate position.
    “I—am I hurting you?” she asked.
    He swallowed visibly. “It’s fine. Try with the iratze again.”
    “Fine,” she said. “Grab the panic bar.”
    “The what?” He opened his eyes and peered at her.
    “The plastic handle! Up there, above the window!” She pointed. “It’s for holding on to when the car is going around curves.”
    “Are you sure? I always thought it was for hanging things on. Like dry cleaning.”
    “Julian, now is not the time to be pedantic. Grab the bar or I swear—”
    “All right!” He reached up, grabbed hold of it, and winced. “I’m ready.”
    She nodded and set Cortana aside, reaching for her stele. Maybe her previous iratzes had been too fast, too sloppy. She’d always focused on the physical aspects of Shadowhunting, not the more mental and artistic ones: seeing through glamours, drawing runes.
    She set the tip of it to the skin of his shoulder and drew, carefully and slowly. She had to brace herself with her left hand against his shoulder. She tried to press as lightly as she could, but she could feel him tense under her fingers. The skin on his shoulder was smooth and hot under her touch, and she wanted to get closer to him, to put her hand over the wound on his side and heal it with the sheer force of her will. To touch her lips to the lines of pain beside his eyes and—
    Stop. She had finished the iratze. She sat back, her hand clamped around the stele. Julian sat up a little straighter, the ragged remnants of his shirt hanging off his shoulders. He took a deep breath, glancing down at himself—and the iratze faded back into his skin, like black ice melting, spreading, being absorbed by the sea.
    He looked up at Emma. She could see her own reflection in his eyes: she looked wrecked, panicked, with blood on her neck and her white tank top. “It hurts less,” he said in a low voice.
    The wound on his side pulsed again; blood slid down the side of his rib cage, staining his leather belt and the waistband of his jeans. She put her hands on his bare skin, panic rising up inside her. His skin felt hot, too hot. Fever hot.
    “I have to call,” she whispered. “I don’t care if the whole world comes down around us, Jules, the most important thing is that you live .”
    “Please,” he said, desperation clear in his voice. “Whatever is happening, we’ll fix it, because we’re parabatai . We’re forever. I said that to you once, do you remember?”
    She nodded warily, hand on the phone.
    “And the strength of a rune your parabatai gives you is special. Emma, you can do it. You can heal me. We’re parabatai and that means the things we can do together are . . . extraordinary.”
    There was blood on her jeans now, blood on her hands and her tank top, and he was still bleeding, the wound still open, an incongruous tear in the smooth skin all around it.
    “Try,” Jules said in a dry whisper. “For me,