âThen what do you want?â
âNothing you havenât already offered. You wanted to give me your oath and your sword. I accept. I need someone who can lie, someone with ambition. Spy for me. Join my Court of Shadows. I can make you powerful beyond what you might ever hope. Itâs not easy for humans to be here with us. But I could make it easier for you.â
I allow myself to sink into a chair. It feels a little bit like expecting a proposal of marriage, only to get offered the role of mistress.
A spy. A sneak. A liar and a thief. Of course thatâs what he thinks of me, of mortals. Of course thatâs what he thinks I am good for.
I consider the spies I have seen, like the parsnip-nosed and hunched figure Madoc consults with sometimes, or a shadowy, gray-shrouded figure whose face Iâve never managed to spot. All the royals probably have them, but doubtless part of their skill is in how well hidden they are.
And I would be well hidden, indeed, hidden in plain sight.
âIt is perhaps not the future you imagined for yourself,â Prince Dain says. âNo shining armor or riding into battle, but I promise you that once I am the High King, if you serve well, you will be able to do as you like, for who can gainsay the High King? And I will put a geas on you, a geas of protection from enchantment.â
I go very still. Usually given to mortals in exchange for their service, geases grant power, with a kick-in-the-teeth exception that comes upon you when you least expect it. Like, youâre invulnerable, except to an arrow made of the heartwood of a hawthorn tree, which just so happens to be the exact kind of arrow that your worst enemy favors. Or youâll win every battle youâre in, but youâre not allowed to refuse invitations to dinner, so if someone invites you to dinner right before a battle, youâre not going to be able to show up for that fight. Basically, like everything about Faerie, geases are awesome, and also they suck. Yet, it seems like thatâs what I am being offered.
âA geas,â I echo.
His smile widens, and after a moment, I know why. I havenât said no. Which means I am thinking of saying yes.
âNo geas can save you from the effects of our fruits and poisons. Think carefully. I could grant you the power to enrapture all who looked upon you instead. I could give you a spot right there.â He touches my forehead. âAnd anyone who saw it would be struck with love. I could give you a magical blade that cuts through starlight.â
âI donât want to be controlled,â I say, my voice a whisper. I canât believe I am saying this out loud, to him. I canât believe I am doing this. âMagically, I mean. Give me that, and I will manage the rest.â
He nods once. âSo you accept.â
Itâs frightening to have a choice like this in front of me, a choice that changes all future choices.
I want power so badly. And this is an opportunity for it, a terrifying and slightly insulting opportunity. But also an intriguing one. Would I have made a good knight? I have no way of knowing.
Maybe I would have hated it. Maybe it would have meant standing around in armor and going on dull quests. Maybe it would have meant fighting people I liked.
I nod and hope I make a good spy.
Prince Dain rises and touches my shoulder. I feel the shock of the contact, like a spark of static. âJude Duarte, daughter of clay, from this day forward no Faerie glamour will addle your mind. No enchantment will move your body against your will. None save for that of the maker of this geas.
âNow no one will be able to control you,â he says, and then pauses for a moment. âExcept for me.â
I suck in a breath. Of course thereâs a sting in the tail of this bargain. I cannot even be angry with him; I should have guessed.
And yet, it is still thrilling to have any protection at all. Prince Dain is only one
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