clatter of nine-year-old footsteps. Anton came running through the living room. He had been playing next door with Filip, the neighborâs grandson, who was also visiting during the midterm vacation.
âMom!â
Nina got up a little too quickly, but a discreet hand on the doorjamb allowed her to retain her balance.
âCome here, you rascal you . . .â
He had grown so big during the past six months. Everything downy and babyish had been whittled away. He was a boy now, with knobby knees and broad hands and an apparently bottomless reservoir of energy. He was still happy to give and get hugs, but he had begun to protest if she tried to kiss him.
Right now he dug in his heels and put on the breaks so you could hear an almost cartoon-like shriek of boy feet against the lacquered wood floor.
âWhat happened to your eyes?â he asked.
âItâs just a mask to hide my secret identity,â she said. The swelling from the raccoon-eye hematoma was mostly gone, thank God, but traces of the bruising still lingered.
He gave a single awkward croak-like laugh, but she could see that he was startled and uneasy.
âItâs okay, sweetie,â she said. âItâll fade soon.â
âSomeone hit you,â he said as if he was only now realizing it.
âNot here,â she said and touched one cheek. âItâs because I got bonked on the back of the head.â
âBut someone did that,â he insisted. âHit you on the head, I mean.â His face was serious, and she could see a deep, glittering fear in his eyes.
âWhatâs wrong, sweetie?â
He bit his lower lip for so long that she could see the mark of his teeth remain for a brief moment when he opened his mouth.
âWhat if he does it again?â
âHe wonât.â
âYes . . . but what if?â
âIf he tries, the police will come and arrest him,â she said firmly. âThey are already searching for him.â
She pulled Anton close, and he clung to her in a highly uncharacteristic way. She could feel his shoulders shaking and knew he was crying but trying to suppress it.
âItâs okay,â she said. âNothing is going to happen. Itâs okay.â
Her reassurances only made it worse. A heartbreaking sob emerged from the boy.
Ida passed by with the cake tray and punched him in the shoulder.
âCome on, Anton. Only losers cry.â
âIda!â
But Ida got it right. Anton took a deep, uncertain breath and freed himself from Ninaâs arms.
âYep,â he said. âThe rest of us get up and go for the gold.â
âPrecisely, maggot!â
âMaggot yourself. You . . . booger!â
âFart!â
âEarwax.â
âTapeworm!â
They grinned more and more broadly with every disgusting word.
âSame to you . . . dog turd!â Anton concluded, apparently completely restored to his boyish composure.
âYes, all right,â said Nina. âI think we get the general idea.â
But later, when the cake platter had been vacuumed for the last crumbs and Anton sat in his favorite corner in the living room, absorbed in a PlayStation game, Ida stood staring out the kitchen window with her hands stuck as deep in pockets of her hoodie as they could possibly get.
âWhatâs wrong, sweetie?â
âNothing.â But then she turned around anyway, and Nina could see how tense her face was. âYouâre not going to leave us, are you?â
âIda. No! Of course I wonât. Where would I go?â
âI donât know. One of those places where people die.â
Nina put her hand on her daughterâs cheek and for once was not pushed away.
âPeople die everywhere, sweet pea. But Grandma is going to get well.â
In the course of the afternoon coffee ritual, Nina had finally realized what all those pink hearts were all about. Ida had discovered the existence of death. Not as
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