things’ll work out for the best.’
‘But you can’t guarantee it?’
‘Adele, you saw the photographs I took at the crime scene. You know what was done to Jane Doe #4805. Where would your priorities be if it was your case?’
‘There was a time when I could have answered that question without hesitating. But now, I don’t know. Your victim is dead. Nothing you do can change that. But those women and their children are alive. And they’re victims, too.’
THIRTEEN
I was up at four o’clock the next morning and out the door by four thirty. By five, I was rolling through the deserted streets of industrial Greenpoint, looking for an elusive parking space, which I eventually found several blocks from Domestic Solutions’ Eagle Street warehouse.
I remember taking a minute to collect myself, to reflect, before getting out of the Nissan. I’d slept for less than four hours, but my thoughts were doing a little cancan through my brain, kicking high, flashing a glimpse of lacy bloomers. Eye on the prize, they demanded. Don’t fuck it up.
The still air, as I walked along Eagle Street, was damp enough to bead on the peak of the gimme cap I’d pulled down over my forehead. I wore the rattiest shirt in my closet and jeans so frayed they might have been dumped months before. According to Adele, I have a hard time saying goodbye. If so, the quirk had played out to my advantage.
I’d made up a little kit before I left the house, stuffing a six-battery flashlight, a small pair of binoculars, a pair of wire cutters, a jug of water, and a Thermos of coffee into a plastic bag I now carried over my shoulder. I might have left the wire cutters home. A section of the fence that fronted the lot across from Domestic Solutions had been pried away from its supporting post, leaving a gap large enough to squeeze through.
I ducked inside just as a light came on in the upper windows of the Domestic Solutions warehouse. For a long moment, I felt like a cockroach trapped on a wall. Then I began to trudge through the yard as if bearing the weight of the world on my shoulders, taking my sweet time, just another homeless skell in search of a safe place to lay his miserable head. I kept going until I was safely tucked behind a metal box large enough to shield me. Open at the top, the box had been fabricated from four squares of sheet metal joined with hundreds of tiny rivets.
In no hurry now, I took a few minutes to get my bearings. The only street light was at the end of the block, at the corner of West Street, and it was very dark inside the lot. I couldn’t be sure I was alone, or that the abandoned warehouse, a few yards from where I sat, wasn’t a crack house, or a shooting gallery inhabited by junkies made feral by years on the streets.
My objective was an opening in the warehouse wall, at the very end of the lot, where some enterprising soul had torn away a few dozen bricks. Of one thing, I was certain – the best place to stake out Domestic Solutions was from inside the warehouse.
I looked around the edge of the box, at the light filtering through the curtains across the street. There were no silhouettes behind the curtains, nobody watching as I made my way over to the warehouse, then sat next to the hole with my back to the wall. The sky was beginning to lighten, revealing a network of thin motionless clouds that would burn off by mid-morning. That was another advantage to being inside, a roof to shield me from the elements. According to the early forecast, the temperature would rise into the nineties by early afternoon.
For the next few minutes, I simply listened, my ear a few inches from the hole. Off in the distance, I heard the roar of an accelerating truck, its driver throwing a new gear every few seconds. A car alarm went off closer by, a quick whoop-whoop, followed by a series of beeps. From across the street I heard the raised voices of a child and a female adult, though I couldn’t make out the words. But from
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