with the owners, who couldnât be more delighted to have us come and take away this giant monster growing in their backyard before it falls and breaks through their roof.
I always go to check it out, even though I know before I go this probably wonât be the one. But you have to go, because the one tree you overlook is sure to be it.
No matter where I go, Iâm always looking for the tree. Sometimes I take a helicopter; I can cover half a county in a day. But most often Iâm in my car. As I drive along I keep one eye on the road, and one eye in the sky, hoping to see that tantalizing bit of green, that mysterious mixture of majesty and magic. Sometimes when Iâve been on the road too long I imagine the trees are waving to me, calling me over.
For a minute I feel exhilarated. Iâve found it, Iâll think. But then I have to figure out how to reach that seductive treetop. A lot of times the trees are in somebodyâs backyard in a suburb filled with one-way streets. You can spend an hour circling around trying to find this beautiful tree. Then, when you get there, you discover the bottomâs a mess. Itâs jammed up against a wall or has been ruined by trimming.
Other times, I may find the right treeâbut that turns out to be only the beginning. This may sound peculiar, but sometimes the search for the Christmas tree feels a little like an old-fashioned courtship. A lot of people grow very attached to their trees. They love them. Iâve been amazed to discover the hold a tree can have on a person. I have learned to wait for the moment when, for one reason or another, the owners are ready to part with their treesâand that can take years.
Why am I telling you this?
Well, Iâve seen where the Christmas trees come from. Iâve seen them when they were glorious without a single ornament on them. But like most of us Iâve been so busy getting to where Iâm going I havenât had a lot of time to think about where Iâve been. It only hit me, how lucky I am, that day at Rockefeller Center, when I realized I would never look at the Christmas treeâor my life, for that matterâthe same way again.
Which brings me back to Sister Anthony.
Chapter One
Brush Creek
Weâd flown over half of New Jersey, it felt like, and we were ready to call it a day. Not a single one of the trees Iâd been told about had come even close to what we needed. I was barely paying attention by then, just enough to notice that this was one of the prettiest parts of the state. The landscape was lush and green, scarcely populated.
My head was nodding and I was just about to doze off. Then something made me sit up and look hard at the ground. For a second I couldnât tell if I was awake or asleep, I was so tired. But as my head cleared I knew I wasnât dreaming. There it was! No question about it.
This tree was a star. Everything about it said so: its rich color, the regal way it held itselfâeven where it stood, just apart from a whole group of evergreens, as if it was special.
âCan you go down a little?â I shouted over the noise of the chopper.
I held my breath. Usually closer inspection means disappointment. Half the branches are floppy, or the tree holds them too stiff.
Not this tree. It seemed to have that improbable combination I was looking forâthe size of King Kong, and the suppleness of Giselle.
My eyes wandered over the surrounding terrain, and settled on a large, elegant building.
âDo you know who owns this place?â I asked the pilot.
He glanced at a map. âThatâs what I thought,â he said.
âWhat is it?â I asked, impatiently.
âNuns own it,â he said. âThis is the Brush Creek convent.â
âA convent?â I said. âIsnât this a little plush?â
The pilot was a New Jersey boy and knew his way around.
âThis is no ordinary convent,â he began.
I interrupted.
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