of myself. Let me tell you who I am and how I found myself in tears at an event that had become routine for me long ago.
I am the chief gardener at Rockefeller Center, though I think of myself as a magician of sorts. Itâs up to me to conjure up a Christmas tree every yearâa tree so grand, so impressiveâso magicalâthat it can stop New Yorkers in their tracks. If youâve ever seen people flying around Manhattan, especially at Christmas, you can appreciate why I always get a little nervous this time of year.
Itâs enough to make you dread the season. Weâve had so many perfect trees perfection has become the norm. When you get 100 out of 100 every year you get no praise for getting 100 again, only complaints if you donât.
What is perfection?
Itâs hard to describe exactly what makes the perfect Christmas tree. The physical requirements are straightforward enough. The tree must stand tall and straight. Its branches must be thick and graceful, and they must point upward, giving the impression that they are reaching to the sky. They also have to be flexible, since they are tied down during the long journey to New York City.
But the trees that are finally selected need something more than height, thickness and supplenessâeven more than mere beauty. And thatâs where I come in. Iâm not an exceptional fellow in most ways, but I do have this gift. I can see if a tree has character, a spirit that outshines the ornaments and tinsel and lightsâif its beauty comes from the inside and not just the outside.
I donât know how to put it any other way. Iâve often wished I had the same gift with people.
Walk through any park and youâll be able to find them, if you look for the right signs. In summer, the grass around their trunks will be flattened and brown because so many people have sat there. In winter, you feel warmer just looking at them; the wind seems to stop when it comes their way. They are contradictory, these trees: gigantic and sturdy, yet gentle and comforting. It has something to do with the way they hold their branches.
Weâve had a white spruce now and again over the years and there were a couple of Douglas firs, but that was before my time. Usually, though, weâve had our best luck with Norway spruces. Theyâre nice and green, not like the Colorado spruces, which have a blue tint. Sometimes when Iâm asked why so many of the Christmas trees have been Norway spruces Iâll make up a story about how theyâve got the right spirit because they grow so close to the North Pole. People like that.
But the real reason isnât quite so romantic. The real reason is that Norway spruces are easy to find. And they grow pretty fast, for an evergreen tree.
You wouldnât catch me planting them, though. They donât live all that long. They can start getting ragged and broken when theyâre as young as thirty, just when other trees are hitting their stride. Although that hasnât seemed to bother anyone else. Norway spruces were brought here by the Germanic people of Northern Europe when they settled the Northeast, maybe for sentimental reasons. And people have been planting them ever since.
Even so, the search for the Christmas tree can take a long time. I start looking for next yearâs tree before this yearâs tree is lit. I never want to relive the year we didnât find the tree until September. That might not seem late at all, but Christmas is a very big deal at Rockefeller Center. The preparations alone are enormous. We have these super-giant ornaments that take a week each to install, not to mention the mountains of pinecones and bells we put up all over the place, the giant toy soldiers, the poinsettias. You can get lost in Christmas.
I have people scouting for me in all the states around New York, even as far as Canada. They call me when they think theyâve found the tree and after theyâve checked
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