been only too glad to relinquish custody of the baby to her. It was enough to make Candace feel seriously sick with regret. Yet it wouldnât have been right. How could she have taken Jennie under false pretenses? Nick had been lied to enough already⦠She drew a deep breath and said slowly, âThat mustâve been hard to accept.â âSomewhat.â Normally the dry retort wouldâve amused her, but Candace couldnât bring herself to smile. Not now. Maybe not everâ¦if sheâd destroyed her chance of getting Jennie back. Yet she couldnât stop the flood of sympathy for Nick. âSo Jilly faked her pregnancy.â âFaked her pregnancy?â This was awkward. âOnly you know for sure whether it was possible. I have heard of women who hate their bodies when theyâre pregnantâdonât want anyone to see them naked, moveinto a separate room. If Jilly had been like thatâ¦â Candace could feel herself coloring. She didnât want to be privy to this manâs personal life with his dead wife. The thought of him and Jilly together caused her stomach to sink. âItâs possible,â he said tightly. âJilly flew with me to the clinic where the insemination was done.â âYou went to Namkhet Island?â Candace nodded. âJilly said she was planning to be inseminated there. I consented to my sperm being usedâand acted out the whole fiction. I even received bills,â he said. âI never knew that sheâd traded places with you nor that she never intended to undergo any of the procedures there herself. In fact, I came to believe sheâd taken her lover with her and replaced my sperm with his.â âI can vouch that there was no lover.â âSo the bills I received for the IVF procedures were your bills, not Jillyâs as I assumed?â Candaceâs discomfort increased. âYesâthat was part of the arrangement.â âOf course.â Nickâs mouth twisted. âThere was also a bill for double accommodation and shared meals at the most glamorous resort on the island. Jilly told me she needed time alone to steel herself against the very real possibility that the IVF might again not work. Once the hotel bill was forwarded to me for payment, I knew instantly that sheâd lied to me.â Candace felt sick. Clearly Nick had assumed Jilly had stayed there with her lover. âThat was for meâI told Jilly it wasnât necessary.â She hadnât needed a luxury holiday to convince her that she was doing the right thing. Sheâd done it for Jilly and her husband who had no other way of getting the child they craved. âJilly said it was important to her that she get to know me. It felt a little weird, but I told myself she wanted to make sure the surrogate sheâd picked wasnât alunatic before she went through with the final insemination. I mightâve done the same thing in her place.â Nick laughed without humor. âReceiving the bill was a relief. The worst of it all was I didnât care that Jilly had taken a lover. I even hoped it might finally pave the way for a divorce.â Poor Jilly. What heâd told Candace gave her some insight into the relationshipâor lack of relationshipâbetween Jilly and Nick. It appeared theyâd drifted apartâ¦so separate they might as well have lived in different houses, on different continents. No wonder Jilly had been able to fake a pregnancy while arranging with a surrogate to create a baby her husband had known nothing about. âThatâs why you didnât go to the island with her,â Candace said. âBecause she convinced you she wanted time alone. And once you discovered sheâd lied, it was easy to convince yourself that she had no intention of having your baby.â He nodded. Jilly had told her Nick had been too busy. Sheâd accepted it at the