offer shouldnât have caught her so off guard. Theyâd been circling each other almost from the moment heâd entered the stables. But it did. âIâI have chores. Then my horseâ¦I have to see to her.â She was stuttering. She never stuttered. âIâd feel more comfortable if we kept this purely a professional relationship.â
âOkay,â he said, a little too easily.
Perverse creature that she was, she wished heâd at least been a bit more put out by her immediate refusal.
âDoesnât mean we canât share a meal, does it?â he went on, making her feel inordinately better, which was a double warning sign.
She didnât want him pursuing her. On any level. No matter how good it made her feel. She couldnât risk enjoying even something as simple as having her ego stroked. Much less any other part of her. She tried like hell not to look at his hands again.
He grinned a little. âWe can discuss a strategy for helping me show Mac up when we ride together for the first time.â
She laughed in surprise. âSo, thatâs it, then. This is all just some kind of macho contest.â
âWhere men and horses are concerned, isnât it always?â
She chuckled. âMost of the time, yes. And yet, somehow I donât see you as the cowboy type.â
âWhat do you see me as?â He laughed a little and shook his head. âNever mind. Maybe I donât want to know.â
He caught her gaze and held it. The combination of that twinkle in his eyes and the laughter was downright lethal. Her nipples ached, her thighs were all twitchy, and there were butterflies dancing in her tummy.
âOr you can tell me over dinner.â
Sheâd never wanted to accept an invitation more. She had no doubt that if the two of them were alone anywhere outside of a business-only situation, dinner wouldnât be all theyâd be having. Reason enough to end this little banter session. âIâm afraid I canât.â
She thought he might continue to press, and was surprised to find, even knowing better, she almost wanted him to. Maybe heâd find a way past her defenses, find a way to make it okay to take what she wanted and damn the consequences. Only the consequences, in this case, were huge. And didnât involve only her. Knowing that didnât make the ache go away, though. If anything, it only intensified. Her desires had always been career-oriented. Sheâd never wanted anything purely for the sake of having it.
But sheâd be lying if she said that, right then, right there, she didnât want him. Just for now. Or at least until he could make the damn ache go away.
âOkay, then,â he said, easily enough. Damn him. âClass over, I presume?â
She broke eye contact, praying that nothing of the thoughts going through her head showed anywhere on her face. He was far too astute as it was. âFor this round, yes. You can dismount here. Iâll take care of the rest.â The faster she increased the distance between them, the better.
âNo, thatâs okay. Iâll do whatâs expected,â he said. âNot fair for you to do my work.â
âFirst-timerâs pass,â she said. âWeâve gone a bit longer than I anticipated and I still have a list of chores to get through. It will go faster if I take care of her this go. Youâll definitely be in charge of that next time.â
âSo, youâre willing to have a next time?â
Do I have a choice? she wondered, but didnât say it out loud. Not that she thought Kate would lean on her to help out her friend, but Elena wasnât a novice when it came to work politics. In her previous field, sheâd learned quickly that getting ahead sometimes meant doing things because you might benefit later from the favor. Even if the short-term risks didnât seem worth the effort.
âYouâre a quick
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