rice stuck in his throat. âI guess,â he said, really not wanting to have this conversation with Mila.
âShe was pretty. Do you want to go talk to her? I wonât mind.â
âWhat?â
Mila shrugged, waving a piece of chorizo on the end of her fork. âGo on. Donât let me stop you.â
She was still wearing her sunglasses, so it was impossible to read her expression.
âDonât you remember what I said? About how Iâm terrible at relationships?â
âThat was just to make me feelââ But she didnât finish the sentence, instead taking off her sunglasses and meeting his gaze. â That wasnât a relationship. That was a woman angling to ask you out. You could do that.â
âNo,â he said, unequivocally. âI could not.â
âWhy not?â
Mila was focused on her paella now, chasing pieces of meat and vegetables about in the rice. She sounded completely relaxed.
Seb had lost his appetite.
âI wasnât a very good husband, Mila. I donât want to put someone else through that again.â
âThat doesnât mean you canât date again. Have some fun.â
He honestly hadnât really thought about it. In London, his one-night stands had left him empty. And now, back in Perth, there was Mila...
No . He simply wasnât ready.
He said so.
âI get that,â Mila said. âThatâs understandable. I just wanted to make sure your decision wasnât anything to do with me.â
She met his gaze now, absolutely direct. It was almost as if she was daring him to agree. Or disagree. Seb had no idea.
âIt isnât,â Seb said.
âGood,â she said, looking out to the ocean. âYou know, I kind of get it... After what happened with Ben I didnât think I ever wanted to do that again.â A pause. â Ever .â She finished her paella. âBut, you know, that is pretty unrealistic. Iâve been to both my sistersâ weddings over the past couple of years. I know I want that too. To be in love like that. To be loved like that. I think the trick will be to work out a way to protect myself.â
âFrom what?â he said.
âYou know...â she said, with half a smile. âThe messy bits that hurt. Like your ex-fiancé hooking up with a girl from work. Theyâre engaged now.â
âOuch,â Seb said.
âYup.â A grin. âBut thatâs okay. I think I fought too long for that relationship to work. The signs were there. Kind of like my dad, in a way. I let hope drive my delusions...illusions...whatever. I wonât do that again.â
âSo how will you do it? How will you protect yourself?â
Mila shook her head. âIâm working on it,â she said.
They were both quiet for a while. Two little girls with fairies painted on their cheeks came running past them, squealing and waving sequined wands.
âCan you hurry up and finish your dinner, Seb?â Mila said suddenlyâand brightly. âBecause we have to try these cupcakes. One is triple choc and salted caramel. How is that even possible ?â
CHAPTER EIGHT
S EB WAS ON the phone when Mila walked into his shop on Tuesday.
He stood at the back, a shoulder propped against the bare brick wall. The new first floor was in, although the rafters were still exposed. Mila could hear the activity of tradesmen upstairs: the murmur of conversation punctuated by the occasional whir of a drill.
Aaron, one of the labourers, was sweeping up a pile of rubble and sawdust near the shop window. He smiled a greeting. He was young and tall, with his red-blond hair arranged in a man bun and a cheeky glint to his eye.
Theyâd spoken once before, when Mila had asked if she could retrieve some old coloured glass bottles from the skip. Sheâd thought maybe she could use the glass in some of her pieces. Or just use them as skinny vases. She wasnât
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