The Anatomical Shape of a Heart by Jenn Bennett Page B

happened.”
    â€œI—”
    A deep voice bellowed behind me. “Jackson.”
    I swung around to see a middle-aged man in a slate overcoat approaching. He might’ve been handsome, but it was hard to be sure with the dark sunglasses and black baseball cap pulled low and tight. The only thing I knew for sure was that his clothes cost more than everything I had in my rickety wardrobe.
    â€œThe car’s waiting,” the man said, giving me the briefest of glances. Brief enough to let me know that I was inconsequential.
    â€œDad—”
    â€œNow.” He put a hand on Jack’s shoulder and urged him along.
    â€œJack!” I said.
    â€œI’ll call you,” he answered over his shoulder, giving me a pained look. A few seconds later, they were yards away, heading toward the drop-off area near the parking garage.
    What in the world had happened?

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    Sketching Minnie was a million times worse that night, partly because I knew what to expect, and partly because I was worried about Jack. But I didn’t try to hero-up this time: I excused myself halfway through the drawing session to walk around and breathe, using the same in-and-out pattern Jack had shown me. It helped. I managed not to get sick all over the bushes again.
    When I didn’t hear back from Jack that night, I told myself that whatever he was going through, it was clearly serious. And if he really hadn’t slept in that long, I hoped that’s what he was doing.
    The next day, I sent a text telling him to talk to me as soon as he could, no pressure. He texted back immediately:
    Msg from Jack Vincent, Received 1:30PM: I’m not ignoring you. Promise.
    Me: Are you okay?
    Jack: Better. But I have to go back to the hospital in a few minutes.
    Me: Is there anything I can do?
    Jack: No. I just wish things were different. I’d like to say this is unusual, but it’s just my screwed-up life.
    Me: I’m here if you need to talk. But I can’t help if you don’t tell me what’s going on.
    Jack: I have to go now. I’ll prob be out of commission for a while. Believe me, it’s better this way.
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    I’m not sure why I thought that meant hours, or even a day, but after a week passed, I couldn’t take it anymore. It’s not like I spent the entire time moping or anything. I dutifully sneaked off to my drawing sessions with Minnie. I worked four shifts at Alto Market. I checked my email to see if the wood-carving shop in Berkeley that made the artist’s mannequin had responded. And I did my best not to worry about Jack.
    Until ENDURE popped up.
    Maiden Lane is this alley in Union Square. It used to be filled with sleazy brothels before the 1906 earthquake leveled it—which is sort of funny, because now it’s a fancy-schmancy street filled with high-end boutiques and restaurants. It’s also a pedestrian-only deal in the daytime. There are these gates that close to block off traffic until 5:00 p.m., when they open up to allow cars through at night.
    However, “somebody” closed the gates late last night after the shops closed, and while the street was blocked off, that somebody painted the word ENDURE in fifteen-foot-tall gold letters down the middle of Maiden Lane. The letters were designed to look like an old-timey Western saloon sign.
    My heart squeezed when I saw the word glittering across our TV screen on the morning news. A reporter interviewed the owner of a caf é whose tables were set up around the gigantic E . Using it as a chance to advertise, he said he “rather liked” the graffiti and encouraged the public to come check it out in person and buy a latte.
    ENDURE. Did it mean anything? Was he expressing something about whatever he was going through? Was it a sign that he was ready to communicate again?
    Later that afternoon, while Mom was taking a shower and getting ready for her shift, I heard footsteps bounding down the basement stairwell,