since heâ¦Well.â
âHe was only joking.â Wanting to put Terry at ease again, she squeezed his hand. âWhat about you? Do you have a girl back in Michigan?â
âNo. Thereâs nobody. Nobody at all.â He turned his hand over, gripping hers.
Oh, my God. As realization hit, Natasha felt her mouth drop open. Only a fool would have missed it, she thought as she stared into Terryâs adoring, myopic eyes. A fool, she added, who was so tied up with her own problems that she missed what was happening under her nose. She was going to have to be careful, Natasha decided. Very careful.
âTerry,â she began. âYouâre very sweetââ
That was all it took to make his hand shake. Coffee spilled downhis shirt. Moving quickly, Natasha shifted chairs so that she was beside him. Snatching paper napkins from the dispenser, she began to blot the stain.
âItâs a good thing they never serve it hot in this place. If you soak this in cold water right away, you should be all right.â
Overcome, Terry grabbed both of her hands. Her head was bent close, and the scent of her hair was making him dizzy. âI love you,â he blurted, and took aim with his mouth; his glasses slid down his nose.
Natasha felt his lips hit her cheekbone, cold and trembly. Because her heart went out to him, she decided that being careful wasnât the right approach. Firmness was called for, quickly.
âNo, you donât.â Her voice was brisk, she pulled back far enough to dab at the spill on the table.
âI donât?â Her response threw him off. It was nothing like any of the fantasies heâd woven. There was the one where heâd saved her from a runaway truck. And another where heâd played the song he was writing for her and she had collapsed in a passionate, weeping puddle into his arms. His imagination hadnât stretched far enough to see her wiping up coffee and calmly telling him he wasnât in love at all.
âYes, I do.â He snatched at her hand again.
âThatâs ridiculous,â she said, and smiled to take the sting out of the words. âYou like me, and I like you, too.â
âNo, itâs more than that. Iââ
âAll right. Why do you love me?â
âBecause youâre beautiful,â he managed, losing his grip as he stared into her face again. âYouâre the most beautiful woman Iâve ever seen.â
âAnd thatâs enough?â Disengaging her hand from his, she linked her fingers to rest her chin on them. âWhat if I told you I was a thiefâor that I liked to run down small, furry animals with my car? MaybeIâve been married three times and have murdered all my husbands in their sleep.â
âTashââ
She laughed, but resisted the temptation to pet his cheek. âI mean, you donât know me enough to love me. If you did, what I looked like wouldnât matter.â
âButâbut I think about you all the time.â
âBecause youâve told yourself it would be nice to be in love with me.â He looked so forlorn that she took a chance and laid one hand upon his. âIâm very flattered.â
âDoes this mean you wonât go out with me?â
âIâm out with you now.â She pushed her cup of coffee in front of him. âAs friends,â she said before the light could dawn again in his eyes. âIâm too old to be anything but your friend.â
âNo, youâre not.â
âOh, yes.â Suddenly she felt a hundred. âYes, I am.â
âYou think Iâm stupid,â he muttered. In place of confused excitement came a crushing wave of humiliation. He could feel his cheeks sting with it.
âNo, I donât.â Her voice softened, and she reached once more for his hands. âTerry, listenââ
Before she could stop him, he pushed back his chair.
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