zebra-nigger-lackey-coon got ripped off buying a truckload of bogus hooch, it wasnât m-m-me who did it.â
Iâm so angry, I donât even think. I whirl around and grab the revolver in Frankâs hand. It goes off as I wrestle for it, shooting across the room and popping two bottles of shine. Iâm trying to stand up but Frank is beating on my head with his free fist. I yank his wrist and take back my gun, then keep him at armâs length by training the pistol at his chest.
Iâm ready to shoot Freddy before he plugs Santi, but the kid is already grappling with him. Heâs clutching Freddyâs wrists, trying to get at the gun, but he slips and lands with his back on the bench. Freddy puts one hand around Santiâs throat and, with the other, aims his pistol at Santiâs forehead.
I get out from behind the table and look over at Gazzara, who is aiming his machine gun at me.
âYou really are a f-f-fucking idiot,â he says.
âNo, Iâm really not,â I say.
I pull Frank closer and shove the revolver up under his jaw so hard he must feel its barrel pushing against his tongue.
Gazzara shrugs. âSo what are you gonna do now? Do you ever use that thing or do you just w-w-wave it around?â
I guess thatâs the difference between me and a gangster. Gangsters pull triggers.
âI wonât use it as long as I can walk out of here with Santi and know Iâm square with you.â
âWeâre f-f-fine,â Gazzara says.
âIâll take you at your word, even though youâve got that Tommy gun on me.â
He chuckles and rests the machine gun on the table. When he pulls his hands away and shows me his palms, Frankâs eyes dart to me.
âRelax, F-Frank,â Gazzara says. âThe man just said heâs not going to kill you.â
Now heâs calling me a man. A second ago, I was a zebra-nigger-lackey-coon. Amazing how effective a pistol to the jawbone can be, even when you admit youâre not going to use it.
âNow, back your boy off Santi,â I say.
âFreddy,â he says to the hood. âLet the kid get up but stay on him.â
âTake the gun off of him,â I say. Frankâs wriggling under my arm, but Iâve got his neck pinned under my elbow.
Gazzara shakes his head. âThe rod stays. You plug Frank and the k-kid goes down.â
Santi gets up and wipes his shirt clean, as if heâs got an appointment later on and needs to be presentable.
âI want the name of the grifter who sold us the piss,â I say.
Gazzara shrugs. âFine. His nameâs Joseph Gazzara,â he says. âBut if you go after him, Iâll kill you.â
âHis nameâs Gazzara?â
âHeâs my pain in the n-n-nuts brother. Last I heard he was jacking sugar from Cuba, but I guess heâs back. I mean it, though. You press too hard, Iâll k-k-kill you. Heâs a troublemaker, but heâs still my b-brother.â
âIâm going after him,â I say, âbut only to get my money back, no more, no less. Fair enough?â
Gazzara nods. âYouâre still alive,â he says, âso it must be fair.â Heâs got nerve, considering Iâm the one with the weapon.
Frank pulls on my elbow, he needs more air. I loosen my grip a bit, but not enough for him to get any leverage. Iâve already learned not to trust the little prick.
âAnother thing,â I say. âGet Hector off my back.â
âYou mean the guy with the c-cleaver? Thatâs some funny shit. I wouldnât help you if I could, but as it t-turns out, I canât. Iâve got no idea who the f-f-fuck that is.â He palms his bald head and then rubs the back of his left ear.
âYouâre sure heâs not another relative?â I ask.
âWhy would I lie? You think Iâm sc-scared because youâve got a rod on my boy? Iâll rub you out right
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