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door behind her and walked over to the bookshelves. They had a whole wall of built-in shelves—Bob had installed them as a wedding gift to Regina, to house the books she’d brought from Russia. Old editions of Russian poetry, her mother’s translations, all the European classics, Soviet relics—like a
samizdat
copy of Solzhenitsyn. But there were also several shelves devoted to the American books she’d been meaning to read ever since she moved to the U.S. The novel
Infinite Jest
had the most handled cover, because this was the book she’d made the most attempts to read. Every time Regina opened it, she would be knocked out by its sheer brilliance. And the language! Reading
Infinite Jest
was such a powerful experience for Regina that she couldn’t read more than a few pages without stopping to take a rest. A long rest. More often than not, Regina wouldn’t resume reading it for months. But that book wasn’t the only one that presented a problem. There were shorter, less draining books on her shelf that didn’t fare much better. Claire Messud’s
The Emperor’s Children.
Joseph O’Neill’s
Netherland.
Back in Russia she would have finished novels like these in a couple of days. She traced her fingers over their worn-out spines, pulled out
Infinite Jest,
and sat down on the sofa trying to summon the energy to start reading. The energy refused to be summoned. Regina remembered that she hadn’t had breakfast yet. Breakfast should help! she thought, leaving the book on the sofa and walking into the kitchen.
    She wouldn’t eat a big, distracting breakfast. She wasn’t even hungry. She would just drink some more coffee—enough to give her the necessary energy for reading—and reward herself with food after she had finished a certain number of pages. She made herself a fresh pot of coffee. The coffee was good. In fact, it was so good that it would be a shame to consume it quickly. Regina put the coffee on a tray and carried it to the living room. She placed the tray on the coffee table, sat down on the couch, and clicked on the remote. Now what would be the perfect show to watch while drinking coffee? She knew where to get her answer. She had an app, this secret piece of joy that she had hidden from Bob on her phone. The problem was that the idea for the app had been Bob’s young assistant’s. He had pitched it to Bob and Bob had rejected it on the spot. More than that, Bob had laughed at it. Well, the assistant had gone ahead and pitched it to somebody else, who had developed it, and the app had became incredibly successful. Bob was still reeling. “I’ve misjudged the American consumer,” he liked to complain. “We are even lazier and more stupid than we think we are.”
    Bob’s assistant had called his app “Dinner and a Movie,” but the company that developed it renamed it “Eat’n’Watch,” because they thought that “Dinner and a Movie” was too outdated and too limiting. Why not watch a movie while eating breakfast or lunch? “My thoughts exactly,” Regina had confessed to Vadik once.
    You picked a movie or a TV program on Eat’n’Watch, then it suggested the best food to eat while watching it and helped you order it from a neighborhood restaurant. The app saved and studied your preferences too, so that after a few months of working together, it seemed to know you better than you knew yourself. And sometimes even better than you wanted to know yourself, thought Regina. Eat’n’Watch asked you to rate the shows and the food, but it never actually based its suggestions on your rating system. The algorithm was based solely on the frequency of your ordering a certain item or on the time you spent enjoying it. Eat’n’Watch got you what you truly liked, not what you wanted to think that you liked. For example, Regina would give five-star ratings to Bergman and Rohmer and healthy salads, but based on the frequency of her orders, Eat’n’Watch knew that she really liked pizza, hamburgers, the

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