course. Why donât you get ready for bed while I go and check on the twins?â
Once she was gone, I got into my pyjamas and hung Mollyâs dress on the back of my door. Then I slipped into the bathroom to throw some cold water on my face. My reflection stared back at me from the mirror as I brushed my teeth, all puffy eyes and blotchy cheeks. I looked away and finished as fast as I could.
Mum was waiting when I got back to my room.
âSweet dreams,â she said, as I wriggled under the duvet. âItâll all seem better in the morning.â
I nodded and laid my cheek against the cool cotton of my pillow. Rolo jumped up and curled up beside my feet. âSorry for being such a baby,â I mumbled. âThatâs the last thing you need.â
She leaned down and kissed my forehead. âDonât be silly,â she murmured softly. âYouâll always be a baby to me.â
I am starting to wonder if my mother IS secretly a witch. Firstly, she conjured up a mug of hot chocolate exactly when I needed one and then she cast some kind of magic spell on me because not only did I sleep for the whole night without waking up once, but her prediction that everything would seem clearer in the morning was right too. At the very least, she has been watching too much Derren Brown and did some weird hypnotism thing on me.
I lay in bed for ages, thinking things through. There is no getting away from the fact that I vommed on Nathanâs feet, and Shenice and Hannah think I totally ruined their lives, and the rest of the school thinks I pretended to wash my hair in a frying pan. What I need is a way to put everything back to how it was a month ago but, short of getting my hands on a time machine, I canât see what I can do to turn the clock back. It would be easier to start my life again under an assumed name.
When I did go downstairs, Mum wasnât impressed by my plan.
âChanging schools isnât the answer,â she said firmly, as she changed Ethelâs nappy. âYouâd be better off facing up to whatever the issue is. Can Liam help you sort it out?â
I stared at her, bouncing Joshua on my knee and wondering how to break it to her that her first born wasnât in the running for Big Brother of the Year.
âNot unless heâs discovered the secret of time travel,â I said.
âHere,â she said, handing me Ethelâs used nappy in a little peach-coloured sack. Wrinkling my nose, I wrapped my arms around Joshua and tied a knot in the bag. They donât tell you about the pure evilness that comes out of babiesâ bottoms when you learn about reproduction at school. If they did, the human race would be doomed.
Mum sat back and looked at me. âI think itâs about time you told me whatâs been going on, donât you?â
And just like that, I did.
When Iâd finished, she pressed her lips together the way she does when sheâs trying not to explode. Nervously, I eyed Ethel gurgling merrily in her arms â surely she couldnât lose it with a baby on her lap?
âAre you really angry?â I ventured, after a while.
Her eyes flashed. âNot with you. Iâm angry with this Kelly girl for being a nasty piece of work. Iâm angry that the school arenât aware that itâs happening.â She let out a long, slow breath. âAnd Iâm angry with Liam â he should have told someone what was going on.â
And thatâs when my heart started thudding so fast that I thought I might have a heart attack. âDonât have a go at Liam,â I begged, picturing what heâd do to me if he got into trouble over this. âHe hates it just as much as I do, especially since WOLF BRETHREN was on JOJ so much.â
Mum shook her head. âThatâs the problem, Cassie. Heâs old enough to know what to do in situations like this. Bullying is bullying.â
âHeâs going to
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