good at denial.
Stanâs hands are on my back, holding me close as Breadâs âMake It with Youâ
fades out, and Iâm not going to comment on the perfection of that song in this moment, when I step on something behind me, twist my ankle slightly, and turn, an apology already half out of my mouth.
Itâs Doug. He has his hand out, holding me by the elbow, and he had to let go of Jenny to do it. Itâs not very nice of me, but Iâm thrilled.
âEasy,â Doug says. âYou okay?â
âGood hands,â I say, looking into his blue eyes. That was a mistake because now I canât look away, and no one with 20/20 eyesight could look away from Doug Anderson. âNothing that a pair of crutches and a hot toddy wonât fix,â I say. âIâll get right on that, Mr. Anderson.â
âWait,â Doug says, staring hard at me. âRyan, Diane?â
âAffirmative, Anderson, Douglas.â
Thatâs how bad I look in my ROTC gear. He doesnât even recognize me with my ears covered and my curves on display in my thin black jersey, which is a thought I canât help but run with.
âYou . . .â he says, looking startled and, dare I hope, delighted, âlook great. Youâre a Beta Pi?â
âAffirmative,â I say, grinning, looking at Jenny to see how sheâs taking all this. She seems to be taking it very well. She must be blitzed on her ass. âDoug Anderson, ROTC, Jenny Van Upp, Beta Pi, meet Stan Jaworski, fellow Spartan.â
âNice to meet you,â Stan says with a friendly nod. âHow about another drink?â
âNo, thanks,â Doug says, meeting Stanâs eyes in that friendly, slightly dismissive guy way.
âSure!â Jenny says on a squeak of laughter, leaving Dougâs side to loop her arm through Stanâs. She really must be plastered to leave Doug for any reason, including alcohol.
In a matter of seconds, not only am I aloneâokay, not actually alone since there are one hundred other people around, but more alone than Iâve ever been with Doug beforeâbut the song that comes through the stereo speakers is another slow one, âThe Best of My Loveâ by the Eagles.
The lighting is dim. Iâm looking sexy. The right music is playing.
Look, itâs not like I planned this, but when the Great Pumpkin drops a bag of Halloween candy in your lap, whatâs a girl to do but take a bite?
Okay, so that might be the three vodkas talking, but after three vodkas do I really care whoâs talking?
Damn straight I donât.
âAre you with him?â Doug asks, nodding in the direction Stan has taken with Jenny.
âJust for tonight. How about you?â I ask.
âThis is our second date.â
âHowâs it going?â
âBetter and better,â Doug says with a grin.
I lick my lips and smile back. Free candy, thatâs what he is. A pile of chocolate, mine for the taking.
Except I canât take him, no matter how much I want to. Heâs the nicest guy, and the most gorgeous guy, but the nicest guy. Really. I sit three rows behind him in Seamanship class so Iâm practically an expert on the guy. Of course, I donât have any hands-on experience. Not yet.
Yeah, definitely the three vodkas talking.
âI love this song,â I say, universal code for
Ask me to dance
.
Doug smiles wider, offers me his hand, and says, âWould you care to dance?â
âHow nice of you to ask, seeing as Iâve been temporarily ditched by my date. Iâm trying not to sob. Please, no pity or Iâll break down completely,â I say, grinning as I put my hand in his.
âNo pity,â he says, leading me to the dark edge of the patio. âI promise.â And then he takes me in his arms and from that instant on itâs the best night of my life.
Laurie
â Fall 1976 â
âWhere are we going?â I
Michael Bishop
Nancy McGovern
Ruth D. Kerce
Greg Bear, Gardner Dozois
Tade Thompson
Violetta Rand
Aria Hawthorne
William W. Johnstone
Homer Hickam
Susan Fanetti