game?â I exclaimed, then lowered my voice before someone came in. âI want this to work so badly that it hurts. Tammyâs fate hasnât changed at all?â
âNope.â
She sounded resigned, and I slumped back into my chair, not wanting to believe it. Barnabas could lie. Maybe seraphs could, too.
âTammyâs choice to stay with her brother tonight was based on fear, not a change in heart,â Grace said. âYou may have saved their lives, but Tammy still runs away, abandoning those who love her and losing hope in herself. Soon as Demus finds her . . .â Grace made a curious, high-pitched whistle, and went silent.
âGame over,â I whispered, staring at the copâs desk and his phone. Maybe they left me alone thinking Iâd use it and they could track my parents down. âAre you sure?â
âYup.â
I need to figure out how to change her resonance. I was a timekeeper, damn it. I should be able to do this. âMaybe if I talked to her a little more.â
âMadison. Donât you get it? You are a timekeeper. You canât change fate. And you canât cause change. You see the future. You send out dark reapers to cull souls. If they are successful, the light reaper who failed escorts them to heavenâs gate so the black wings donât eat their still-bright soul, severed early from their body. You know this. Itâs how you met Barnabas. Andif the light reaper wins, a guardian angel keeps the mark safe in the hope that their soul will remember how to live. Thatâs all you do!â
Screw it. I knew I could do more. âI see the future, huh?â I said, starting to get angry. âThen I want to see her future. Ask the seraphs to show me. I can still fix this!â
âThey are angry at you! First you fix it so that they both die in grace, which is what they wanted, and then you go muck it up by talking to Tammy and getting her to leave the apartment. You may have saved both their lives, but you damned her soul doing it!â Grace said, glowing so brightly that she started to cast shadows. âIâm not going to ask them to do a far search on her!â
âYeah? Well, Iâm not too happy with them. Butting in like that.â Sullenly I stood, pacing to the high window and back. That cop was going to come back. I had to get out of here. I had to find Tammy before Demus did. Jeez, what kind of timekeeper was I if I couldnât even elude a building of cops?
âI bet I can find her future by myself,â I said, hands on my hips and glaring at her.
âSee the future before the seraphs do?â Grace snorted. âThere once was a girl with no brain, whose theories were kind of insane.â
âThanks, Grace. Youâre a font of wisdom,â I muttered.
She rose up in a haze of glowing light, adding, âTo outfly immortals, caused many to chortle. Because what the girl was, was vain.â
âIâm not vain,â I said as she hovered before the closed door. âIâm trying to get things done and no one is helping.â
Grace bobbed up and down impatiently. âI gotta go. They found another phone battery.â
âGo, go! And thank you,â I said, waving at her as she flew through the glass and vanished. I didnât want to explain to my dad why I was on the West Coast and accused of arson. But even if Grace could keep them from contacting my dad, there was no way that I could hide that I wasnât at home. Never would I have imagined I could get things this messed up. Maybe Grace was right. Maybe they were all right.
Arms wrapped around myself, I glanced at the door and sank down in my squeaky chair. Maybe. But it didnât feel right. Barnabas had once said to trust my gut. My gut said this wasnât done. My gut said I could make this better. My gut said . . . I could make a difference.
I looked at the ceiling again, closing my eyes
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