anywhere.
Iâd gotten a good tan, mostly during lunch hours, when Iâd walk down to Main Beach, swim, sun, and eat my lunch there.
Iâd chosen white short shorts, a yellow tank top, and my boxing sneakers. Yellow because he had told me once that it was my color. I had on big hoop earrings, and I let my long blond hair hang.
Esteban came up and put his arms around me, smelling of something sweet.
âAre you wearing cologne, E.E.?â No men in our family ever wore it.
âI put on some the pastor had. Lavanda Puig eau de cologne. He said the women like it.â
âItâs sweet, like you, E.E.â
He had to stand on tiptoe to kiss me. He whispered, âI missed you.â
âI called you and got Gioconda.â
âShe read the address here and said it was a trap.â
âDoesnât she know I would never hurt you, that I love you?â
âWas she nasty, Anna?â
âOf course not! Gioconda? She was her old, sweet self.â
âYou make fun with me.â
I could tell he was in a loving mood, and he was getting me in one too. We couldnât keep our hands off each other.
âHey,â I said. âDonât you think we should go upstairs?â
âAre you sure there are no policemen sent from Dr. Annan?â He laughed and I punched his arm. And we kissed. And we kissed.
I said, âAre your toes tired?â The minute I said it, I was afraid he might be offended because Iâd referred to his height, but he was soeasy, so ready to smile and laugh and hold me.
He said, â SÃ . My dedos del pies need rest. You know what I love, Anna?â
âWhat?â
âThat you make no fuss because I have no papers. I thought you would maybe tell me adiós when you found that out. It has happened to my homies more than once. Nobody likes you when you have no papers.â
âCome on,â I said. âFollow me.â
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We walked hand in hand to the back door of the garage. He was telling me it took him a long time to get a ride there. Dario had borrowed the Pontiac to pick up some of the homies still hiding in the woods.
Estebanâs hands were as rough as his face, and his shoulders and arms were soft. Next time I would bring my Nivea cream and massage his fingers and palms.
We climbed the outside stairs, my heart pounding, his too, I bet, and we were laughing a little at nothing, at being with each other.Besides the Lavanda Puig there was the aroma of dog from the kennels, one I liked, but I asked Esteban, âDoes the dog perfume clash with your cologne?â
He giggled and said, â Un poco .â
Then I said, âWhatâs wrong with this door?â
âIâll try it, Anna.â
âYou wonât get in, Iâm afraid.â
I had locked us out. The keys were inside.
âWhat have you done?â he said, and we began to laugh again, at my stupidity, at the two of us champing at the bit to be somewhere with our arms and legs around each other, standing instead on the stairs.
âOf all times to be without my car,â Esteban said. âI cannot even take us somewhere away.â
âLetâs go downstairs, sit on the bench out front, and think about this.â
âMaybe we should hitch to Main Beach,â he said.
I didnât want to believe we were locked out, and I remembered Kenyonâs penchant for hiding keys to his room in college. He had one of thosetiny black magnet boxes, and he would attach it to the sides of stairs, to the overhead on his door, anywhere and everywhere. Maybe he did the same thing here. Even though heâd given me my own key, he might have kept a secret key for himself, in case he got locked out.
The night sky was filled with stars and an enormous moon.
âThe beach?â Esteban said. We were always there. It was okay because he brought along his boom box and we danced on the boardwalk. He was teaching me the neotango. But there
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