today! Okay, Paloma, if you really need some exercise, why not.â She handed a stack of pale yellow sheets to Paloma, who smilingly went around the room slapping them facedown on everyoneâs desk.
When she got to Zoeâs desk, she slapped down a white sheet.
âWhatâs this?â Zoe asked immediately.
âYou heard. Self-assessment,â Paloma whispered back.
âIf you have a sheet, just get started,â Anya called from her desk. âAnd show all work, please.â
Zoe turned over her white sheet.
Someone, obviously Paloma, had written:
16
Zoe crumpled the white sheet into a tight ball and threw it into the trash. Then she marched up to Anyaâs desk.
âI need a new sheet,â she said.
âAlready?â Anya asked, her blue eyes full of concern. âZoe, I told you, I just want to see your thoughts. I donât care about the computation. Just relax and have fun with it. And if you made a mistakeââ
âBut I didnât ,â Zoe replied firmly. âSomeone else did. May I please just have a new sheet?â
Anya gave her one. She sat back down without looking at anybody, and completed all the problems with fierce concentration, pressing her pencil so hard that she made small indentations in the pale yellow paper.
When Math was over, she headed straight downstairs to the Girlâs Locker Room, where Leg, Paloma, and Dara were getting into their shorts and Ts for Rec Arts.
âYou think I have no feelings ?â Zoe demanded. âIs that what you think, Dara?â
Daraâs cheeks turned bright pink. âI never said that, Zoe.â
âPaloma wrote it, but itâs what you think, right?â
âYouâre yelling. I donât think you want to do this here, do you?â Dara darted her eyes meaningfully in the direction of Leg and Paloma.
âI donât care! And I donât care who hears me! If they want to eavesdrop, let them!â Zoeâs legs were shaking; she sat down on a bench. âListen, Dara. Just because I donât wave my arms around, or dance around onstage, or say every little thing that pops into my head, or show my thoughts , doesnât mean that Iâm not feeling anything. Or thinking anything. Donât assume you have me all figured out like some dumb little math equation, because you donât.â
âI never saidââ
âYou think I wrote those notes, donât you? Well, I didnât. Iâd never do something like that. To you or anyone. I canât believe you donât know that about me by now. Or that you wonât even talk about it.â
âWhy should she?â Leg said calmly. âWhen itâs so obvious youâre lying.â
âBut Iâm not! And I wasnât even speaking to you, Leg. This is actually none of your business.â
âOh, itâs definitely my business. I got two notes, Zoe, remember?â
âWell, not from me!â
âFrom who, then? Your boyfriend?â Paloma said.
âWhat?â
âEzra Blecker. Youâve been eating lunch with him, right?â
âStop picking onââ
âNo, Paloma, I really think itâs Zoe,â Leg said as she tied her sneakers. âSheâs the one whoâs so angry at everybody.â
âIâm only angry because youâre accusing me,â Zoe said. âAnd you should also stop accusing other people.â
Paloma smirked. âLetâs get this straight, Zoe. We shouldnât accuse you, but we shouldnât accuse anyone else. Who should we accuse, then?â
âI donât know!â Zoe snapped. âDonât ask me to blame other people for you, okay? All Iâm saying is, it wasnât me.â
âWhat about the gecko eyes?â Dara asked softly.
Leg gave Dara a questioning look, but Dara was staring at Zoe.
âYouâre still doing that after-school job, Zoe, right?â Dara
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