smell, Iâm afraid he might smell the pills. My worries are for naught. The dog sucks up the liver like a vacuum cleaner.
Then we wait, the dog and I. The dog is waiting for more liver. I am waiting to see what the pharmaceutical industry can do for sleepless animals.
A car pulls up. A station wagon from Danish Watchdogs. Thereâs no place to make yourself invisible or even discreet on Kalkbrænderi Road. So I just stand there. A man wearing a uniform gets out of the car. He looks me over but canât come up with a satisfactory explanation. Solitary woman wearing a fur coat at one in the morning on the outskirts of the â
sterbro district? He unlocks the gate and puts the dog on a leash. He brings him out to the sidewalk. The dog growls nastily at me. Suddenly his legs turn to rubber and heâs about to fall over. The man stares at the dog anxiously. The dog looks at him mournfully. The man opens the back of the wagon. The dog manages to get his front paws in, but the man has to shove him the rest of the way. Heâs mystified. Then he drives off. Leaving me to my own thoughts about the way Danish Watchdogs works. I come to the conclusion that they put the dogs out as a kind of random sampling, every once in a while, and for only a short time at each place. Now the dogâs on his way to the next place. I hope thereâs something soft for him to sleep on.
Then I stick the key in the lock. But it doesnât open the gate. I can just picture it. Elsa Lübing has always arrived at work at a time when a guard opened the gate. Thatâs why she didnât know
that the entrances on the outer periphery are on a different key system.
Iâll have to go over the fence. It takes a long time. I end up throwing my boots over first. A piece of sealskin gets caught in the process.
I only have to look at a map once and the landscape rises up from the paper. Itâs not something that I learned. Although, of course, I had to acquire a nomenclature, a system of symbols. The ridged elevation peaks on the topographical maps of the Geodesic Institute. The red and green parabolas on the military maps of the ice pack. The discus-shaped, grayish-white photographs of X-band radar. The multi-spectrum scans of LANDSAT 3. The candy-colored sediment maps of the geologists. The red-and-blue thermal photographs. But in the truest sense it has been like learning a new alphabet. Which you then forget about as soon as you start reading. The text about ice.
There was a map of the Cryolite Corporation of Denmark in the book at the Geological Institute. A cadastral map, an aerial photograph, and a floor plan. Now, standing on the grounds, I know how it all once looked.
Itâs a demolition site now. Dark as a cave, with white spots where the snow has been blown into drifts.
Iâve entered the grounds where the rear of the raw cryolite building once stood. The foundation is still there. An abandoned soccer field of frozen concrete. I look for the railroad tracks, and at that very moment stumble over the ties. The tracks of the train that brought the ore in from the companyâs dock. Silhouetted in the darkness is the workersâ shed where the smithy, the machine shop, and the carpentry shop once were housed. A cellar full of bricks was once the basement under the cafeteria. The factory grounds are bisected by Svaneke Street. On the other side of the road is the residential district with lots of electric Christmas stars, lots of candles, and all those nuclear families. And outside their windows: the two rectangular laboratory buildings which havenât been torn down yet. Is this a portrait of Denmarkâs relationship to its former colony? Disillusionment, resignation, and retreat? While retaining the last administrative grip: control of foreign policy, mineral rights, and military interests?
In front of me, against the light from Strand Boulevard, the building looks like a small castle.
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