someone âabout Gus. About tough love. About zero-tolerance policies. About how rotten they feel.
They sound good in meetings, in counselorsâ offices.
But try to live tough love. Try to throw a kid out on his ass for smoking a little weed.
Itâs harder on the thrower than it is on the thrown.
And the thrown know it. They leverage it. They leverage anything, everything . Drunks and Junkies 101.
Which is why tough love is the way to go.
Full fucking circle.
I parked Charleneâs Volvo SUV in her driveway. We all climbed out. I handed Charlene her keys, unpocketed my own, unlocked my truck.
She didnât ask where I was going.
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I spent an hour prowling Framingham. Gus wasnât answering his phone. I wondered if it was the GPS kind that could tell you its location. Probably. But how did you go about that? Cops? Court order? I thought about calling Lima. Decided against. Asked myself why, decided it was conâs instinct. You donât tip your hand to the law. Period. Not even if he seems okay, as Lima did.
So youâre on your own. Think like a junkie whoâs got a few hundred bucks in his pocket and is on foot. And favors cocaine.
The map in my head told me after being chucked down the stairs, Gus wouldâve headed a few blocks south to Route 135, gravitating toward noise and traffic and shops. From there, east would mean Natick and nicer towns. West, on the other hand, meant Framinghamâs downtownâtrain station, Salvation Army, alleys, and all. Itâs not a big city, not hardly, but Gus could find what he needed there.
West it was.
I crawled the little downtown. Hit every street, every loading dock, every doorway. Framinghamâs mostly made up of workers. Blue-collar: too tired on a weeknight to raise much hell. But there are some places you donât want to be after dark.
I looked in those places.
Tough love.
No Gus.
I asked a dozen creeps in a dozen spots. White kid, probably looking to score? All his stuff in a backpack or a trash bag slung over his shoulder?
Nobodyâd seen him, or would cop to it. A Bahamian outside the train station wearing three hoodies mumbled and pointed enough so that I stuck a pair of fives in his hand, which was missing its ring finger. âWell?â I said.
âThatum,â he said, pointing west. âOr thatum.â East. âYou got a light, mon? You got a smoke?â
I took back my fives.
âAw, mon, â the Bahamian said to my back.
I kicked my truckâs tire out of frustration. Climbed in, heel-rubbed my eyes, checked my watch. Midnight. Thought about calling the Framingham cops, but Matt Bogardis was the only one I trusted, and what were the odds?
âHell,â I said out loud to nobody.
And called Luther Swale.
âSorry,â I said when he picked up on four and a half rings. âItâs late, I know. But Iâm looking for a kid.â
I listened to Luther breathe for maybe fifteen seconds. âHow old?â he finally said.
âTwentyish.â
âAnd yet you called him a kid. When I was twenty, I was a supply sergeant down at Otis.â
I rolled my eyes. âYeah yeah yeah. And these days theyâre boys until theyâre thirty, and even then half of âem want to take the easy way out and be stay-at-home daddies. Hell in a handcart. Weâve covered all that, amigo. But Iâm helping this one.â
âHelping. The way you help. Your Barnstormer pals.â
âBarn burners .â
He sighed. âWhat do you need?â
âHe might have hopped on the commuter rail, looking to get out of Framingham and score. If you take Boston, Iâll take Worcester.â
âYou donât even know what direction he went in?â
I said nothing.
âWhat would he be after?â Luther finally said. âUps or downs?â
âHeâs a cocaine boy. Limited funds, so Iâm guessing
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