me inside and helped me get into bed and undressed me. He just stared at me as he undressed me and I could tell he was torn. He wanted to touch me but he couldn't bring himself to do it. So I leaned over and kissed him. It was a sweet and short kiss. He pulled away and stood up.
"Brooke, we can't do this. I cannot be the guy that messes it up for you. You are an amazing woman and you deserve more than I can give you." He told me.
"Jake, I know how hard this is for you. I know you have commitment issues and feel like no one can love you but I can and I do love you. I have loved you since the day I met you. I have wanted us to be together since that day. Please trust me when I say I won't hurt you if you let me in." I told him.
He just stood there looking at me with a puzzled look and walked out of the room and out of the door to go home. I don't know what I should do but that probably wasn't the best way to do it.
Chapter 3
I get dressed and meet my best friend Sarah at the Always and Forever to help pick out her dress. She is a southern girl so I am sure it will be something beautiful and elegant. She came out in a trumpet ball gown and it was gorgeous on her. She has such high self confidence and it's amazing to see her walk around. All the guys want her. She is the most beautiful girl in the town. After Sarah picked her dress, I went home and passed out. I was exhausted from the night before. I slept 12 straight hours.
When I woke up, I thought that I should call Jake. I should apologize for the other night. So I did. He asked if he could come over and talk. I jumped in the shower and got ready for his arrival. I heard knocking on the door and it was Jake.
"Good morning Jake. I haven't heard from you in a couple days." I said.
“I just wasn't sure exactly what to say to you or what to do. You are my best friend and you know everything about me good and bad. For you to still be able to look at me the way you do and want to actually have more of a relationship with me is baffling. I can barely look at myself in the mirror." He said.
"Jake, you are the most honest kind man I know. It was a blessing that you came into my life because I wouldn't have gotten through a lot of my hard times without you. You have always been my backbone." I told him.
"I just don't know if I will be able to truly love someone or be able to give them the emotional attachment that comes with a true relationship. I have come to terms with that. This is why I only sleep with women that I have no interest in and I make it clear beforehand that there is no strings attached." He said.
"Jake, I really wish you would just give it a try. I would like to at least try and see what happens, please?" I asked.
Chapter 4
"Brooke, we can try but I want to make sure that if this doesn't work out that we can remain friends. Your friendship is much more important to me than a sexual relationship with you." He told me.
"Jake, I would at least like to try. I have wanted this for so long and I just want to try. You have always been very open and honest with me so I think it will work. I know you trust me." I exclaimed.
"Okay Brooke. What about dinner tonight here, and a movie? Let’s just keep it casual." He offered.
"Sounds great be over here at 7pm."
I was so excited. I had been waiting for this since I met him. We had an instant attraction from the moment I saw him at Sarah's house and I know that we will be good together. I was nervous though it was our first date and wanted to make sure everything went perfect. I hopped in the shower to groom myself to perfection just in case we ended up sleeping together. When I got out, I couldn't decide what to wear. I wanted to look casual but I wanted to make sure I looked hot. I wanted him to want me because god knows I want him.
I heard a knock on the door and it was Sarah. I had texted her last night to let her
"Brooke, we can't do this. I cannot be the guy that messes it up for you. You are an amazing woman and you deserve more than I can give you." He told me.
"Jake, I know how hard this is for you. I know you have commitment issues and feel like no one can love you but I can and I do love you. I have loved you since the day I met you. I have wanted us to be together since that day. Please trust me when I say I won't hurt you if you let me in." I told him.
He just stood there looking at me with a puzzled look and walked out of the room and out of the door to go home. I don't know what I should do but that probably wasn't the best way to do it.
Chapter 3
I get dressed and meet my best friend Sarah at the Always and Forever to help pick out her dress. She is a southern girl so I am sure it will be something beautiful and elegant. She came out in a trumpet ball gown and it was gorgeous on her. She has such high self confidence and it's amazing to see her walk around. All the guys want her. She is the most beautiful girl in the town. After Sarah picked her dress, I went home and passed out. I was exhausted from the night before. I slept 12 straight hours.
When I woke up, I thought that I should call Jake. I should apologize for the other night. So I did. He asked if he could come over and talk. I jumped in the shower and got ready for his arrival. I heard knocking on the door and it was Jake.
"Good morning Jake. I haven't heard from you in a couple days." I said.
“I just wasn't sure exactly what to say to you or what to do. You are my best friend and you know everything about me good and bad. For you to still be able to look at me the way you do and want to actually have more of a relationship with me is baffling. I can barely look at myself in the mirror." He said.
"Jake, you are the most honest kind man I know. It was a blessing that you came into my life because I wouldn't have gotten through a lot of my hard times without you. You have always been my backbone." I told him.
"I just don't know if I will be able to truly love someone or be able to give them the emotional attachment that comes with a true relationship. I have come to terms with that. This is why I only sleep with women that I have no interest in and I make it clear beforehand that there is no strings attached." He said.
"Jake, I really wish you would just give it a try. I would like to at least try and see what happens, please?" I asked.
Chapter 4
"Brooke, we can try but I want to make sure that if this doesn't work out that we can remain friends. Your friendship is much more important to me than a sexual relationship with you." He told me.
"Jake, I would at least like to try. I have wanted this for so long and I just want to try. You have always been very open and honest with me so I think it will work. I know you trust me." I exclaimed.
"Okay Brooke. What about dinner tonight here, and a movie? Let’s just keep it casual." He offered.
"Sounds great be over here at 7pm."
I was so excited. I had been waiting for this since I met him. We had an instant attraction from the moment I saw him at Sarah's house and I know that we will be good together. I was nervous though it was our first date and wanted to make sure everything went perfect. I hopped in the shower to groom myself to perfection just in case we ended up sleeping together. When I got out, I couldn't decide what to wear. I wanted to look casual but I wanted to make sure I looked hot. I wanted him to want me because god knows I want him.
I heard a knock on the door and it was Sarah. I had texted her last night to let her
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