Unintentional mortal killing Door # 2 - Mortal killing in angel-defense Door # 3 - Intentional mortal killing Door # 4 - Other
It all came back to her then. The Seirs’ attack on the Sensitives the missing children Lilith’s weapon the infected mortals the cabin fire Elder Otis. Ranab—she had killed a mortal. Kara’s head fell to her hands. What had she done? Had she ended her own angel career by executing Ranab? This was by far the worst thing she’d ever done as an angel. It was a Tartarus offence, ‘a lock her up and throw away the key’ kind of violation. She knew this was worse than a trip to the angel prison—it was the end of the road for her. Gathering herself, Kara raised her head slowly. She read the signs over and over, for what seemed like hours, not sure which door to open. Ranab had died as result of her strike, but she had killed him in order to protect the elder. He was going to kill him. Was it intentional mortal killing or mortal killing in angel-defense ? It couldn’t be an angel-defense since Elder Otis was a mortal. She had fought to save his life—not another angel’s. Perhaps it was intentional mortal killing , since she had struck out at Ranab willingly. She had wanted to kill him. She remembered the darkness she had felt inside her. Was it to blame? She had enjoyed the sensation of the new cool energy flowing through her. It had revitalized her. In those seconds she had forgotten who she was and had lost control of herself and her mission. The darkness had compelled her. Deep down, she had always wanted to kill him—she had always been bad. One thing was for sure; it was all over for her now. The elder had been wrong. She was no savior of the mortal world—she was nothing special—just an angel with bad blood. Reluctantly, Kara stepped forward and wrapped her hand around the golden handle of door number three, Intentional Mortal Killing . She could feel the coolness of the metal. She pushed open the door and stepped through the threshold. She walked into a giant bathroom. Rows of stand-alone glass showers lined the back wall of the massive rectangular room. A single chrome shower head sprouted from the top of the showers, like long elongated arms. All the stalls were empty, but cherubs stood next to the showers, waiting. Their blue-forget-me-not robes shimmered in the light. Three oracles occupied a long wooden desk on the right side of the room and busied themselves with paperwork. Water dripped into each stall and an earsplitting suction noise rose from the drains. With determined faces, the oracles stamped documents loudly. They mumbled among themselves, but Kara couldn’t hear what they were saying. Halogen lights flickered and buzzed, and added an eerie melody to the gloomy place. Twelve grim-faced angels filed in and stood in line, waiting to use the showers. Shame and regret painted their faces. Suppressing her feeling of awkwardness, Kara stepped closer for a better look. A plump woman with blond curly hair stepped slowly into an empty shower. She reached out and pulled a chrome lever. Immediately, sparkling water sprouted from the shower-head. The woman sobbed. Water trickled down her cheeks like tears. Within moments, her body was covered in brilliant lights like a coat of diamonds. Her body sizzled, popped, and then disintegrated. Her clothes floated to the bottom of the shower in a crumbled wet mess. The water receded and her dazzling soul hovered in the shower like a lonely firefly. A cherub holding a large glass jar stepped into the shower. He grabbed the soul gently and placed it carefully into the jar. Another cherub with broom twice his size swept the clothes into a mountain-high pile of clothes at the back of the room. Kara frowned. At least the souls were kept alive. It was better than she had imagined. This would be her fate. She felt the same humiliation that reflected in the eyes of the other angels—she had broken the