to stay. I knew you’d be safe here.” Was that the way in which worldly husbands and wives behaved? He would know how I was feeling. He would never worry me like this. I must do something. I went down to the servants’ quarters. I could hear their voices. They were chattering as they normally did. They apparently did not think Aubrey’s absence was unusual. I went back to my bedroom and stood on the veranda looking out at the darkening water. He must come back. There must be news of him. How could I go through the night like this? I could hear the bronze figures
striking on the bell in the Clock Tower. I must go and get help. I would find Benedetto and ask him to accompany me. We must find the Embassy and report Aubrey’s disappearance. But I remained standing on the veranda. Gondolas slipped by. I prayed for one of them to stop and for Aubrey to get out and come running to tell me what had happened. Just as I was feeling I could endure it no longer and that I must go out in search of him without delay a gondola stopped at the palazzo. A man got out. He was very tall. He stood with his back to me; he was wearing a black cloak and a black hat. Then both he and the gondolier were helping someone to alight. I stared. It was Aubrey. I gripped the rail of the veranda. I could not see the stranger’s face because his hat hid it; and as I stood there as though petrified, for a moment floods of relief swept over me. Aubrey was safe. I turned and ran out of the room to the stairs. He was coming up and he was alone. The man in black was no longer there. “Aubrey,” I cried. “Susanna … Oh, my dearest Susanna.” I ran to him and was caught in his arms. He looked strange; his cravat was twisted, there was an almost wild look in his eyes and his hands were shaking. “What happened?” I asked. “Let me get in … I’ll explain.” I put my arm through his and unsteadily we went upstairs. “Did someone attack you?” I asked. He nodded, but he was clearly too weak to talk. He wanted; to get to our room. When we reached it he sank into a chair, i “I’ll get you some brandy,” I said. “Or whatever you would’ like.” ‘s He shook his head. “Oh, Susanna, I’m sorry … so sorry this happened. Were you worried? ” ; “Desperately^ I did not know what to do.” j “Oh my dear. That was my great anxiety. What would yo be thinking .. what would you be doing?” “Are you hurt?” I asked.
“Dazed. Shaken a bit. No bones broken.” “Can you tell me what happened?” He nodded. “I went to the Freelings. I left about six. I wanted to be home before you returned. I took a short cut through one of those alleys. It was a silly thing to do.” “Oh no! I could not get the thought of that man lying by the canal out of my mind … the blood on his clothes …” “Two men approached me. I did not like the look of them. I turned to retrace my steps, but there were two more behind me. I was hit on the head and I just passed out.” “Oh my dear Aubrey, how terrible! I should have made enquiries. I should have gone to the Embassy.” “It -wouldn’t have done any good. When I came to … I don’t know how long after, I was alone … in some sort of hut. It was dark and I could see very little. But when my eyes grew accustomed to the darkness I explored a bit. I found a door. It was locked on the outside. I felt weak. I could scarcely stand. I shouted. But it seemed as if no one came that way.” “They had robbed you, I suppose.” “They took my purse. That was what they wanted.” “But why did they lock you up?” “Perhaps they didn’t want the alarm given too soon.” “Oh … the wickedness!” He nodded and, taking my hand, kissed it. “There was a man with you … in the gondola,” I said. “Yes. He brought me home. What I should have done without him I can’t imagine. I should still be in that hut.” “I didn’t know what to do. I felt so