from all the work and swimming yesterday. I saw neither hide nor hair of you after you went upstairs.â
âI guess I was pretty tired,â I agreed. âWhat time did you get up?â
âSix,â she said cheerily. âI wanted to get a good head start on things so when Stan gets here he wonât think Iâm taking advantage and leaving things for him.â
âWhat time is he coming?â I asked, hoping she couldnât hear the dread in my voice.
âIâm not sure, but he told me yesterday morning that heâd be around to help all weekend, so heâll probably come walking in any time.â
He didnât arrive during the morning, though. We worked steadily and Mom tried not to keep looking at her watch, but once in a while I saw her glance down at it. By noon sheâd gotten a little quieter and less cheerful.
âSomething must have come up,â she said as she opened a can of soup for our lunch. âIâm sure Stan told me heâd be around today. Or maybe I misunderstood him.â
By then I knew that Stan wasnât coming, but I couldnât tell her that. What was I supposed to say, âActually, Mom, I insulted Stan pretty bad at the pool yesterday, so I donât imagine weâll be seeing any more of himâ?
The afternoon went by slowly, with Mom stopping to listen every time she heard a noise outside. Her face would get hopeful for a few seconds and then fall with disappointment, which she tried to hide from me. I had to pretend that I didnât notice anything was wrong, which wasnât easy since I felt like crying the whole time. Iâd ruined everything.
We called it a day around five, ate, and did the dishes. As we were finishing up, the phone rang and Mom hurried to answer it. I knew she was hoping it would be Stan, but it was David, calling to ask if we wanted our lawn mowed after school the next day.
I suggested a game of crib. We hadnât played since we got to New Brunswick, mostly because there wereso many other things to do. I figured it might distract Mom from worrying about why Stan hadnât showed up or called. She said okay, but after half-heartedly shuffling the deck for a few minutes, she admitted she really didnât much feel like playing.
âI think Iâll catch up on my correspondence.â Her voice was kind of sad and worried, though I could see she was trying to sound normal. âI havenât written to anyone since we got here.â
Feeling terrible, I went up to my room and picked up the diary. It seemed to be the only thing that took my mind off what Iâd done. Itâs amazing how cool it was to read about Aunt Sarahâs life, stuff sheâd written when she was still a teenager with her whole life ahead.
It was like a novel, only it was true. What a strange thing to think that the young girl in the diary was the same person as the old lady whoâd just died.
April 20
There is much excitement in the air today. Last evening, Mr. King held a meeting at the town hall, where he presented his business proposition. After weeks of speculation and gossip, we are finally aware of his reason for being in Brockville.
Most of the local men attended and Father was no exception. I tried very hard not to appear too eager to hear of it at the
breakfast table this morning, though anything related to Mr. King has become most interesting to me.
âHeâs a mighty convincing fellow,â Father declared, as he told Mother and me about the evening. âA lot of the men signed up on the spot after seeing his sketches and business plan.â
âWhat sort of business is it?â I asked, taking care to keep my voice casual.
âProduction of a new automobile.â Father shook his head then. âI must say that it looks good on paper. This King fellow says heâs putting half the money into the business and raising the other half from locals. Claims he doesnât
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