calm, like nothing much is wrong. Okay?â
âIf thatâs what you wish,â Victoria said.
âAnd let me do the talking, at least to start,â I added.
We kept moving toward the fire. The tents became visible and the other two canoes were sitting on the shore, upside down, waiting for us to set off at dawn and ⦠why couldnât I see anybody? Where was Ray or Nigel or Albert? Why werenât they standing there at the waterâs edge, looking for us, calling out? It didnât make sense. They wouldnât have just gone to sleep.
âHold on,â I said as I reached out and grabbed Andrew by the arm. âJust wait.â
âI donât want to wait. I want to get into dry clothing andââ
âAnd keep your voice down.â
âWhy in Godâs name would I ⦠is it a bear?â he asked, ending his sentence barely above a whisper.
âJust stop and listen to me for a second.â
âIs something wrong, Jamie?â Victoria asked.
I crouched down, and they both did the same. âDo either of you see anybody at the campsite? Do you see Ray or Albert or Nigel?â
âNo,â Victoria said. âI just assumed that they were out trying to locate us.â
âOut in what? The canoes are both there,â I said.
âWell ⦠perhaps they are on foot searching through the forest andââ
âThat makes even less sense. Thereâs no way theyâd look in the forest when we left by water. Besides, even if they did go out looking, one person would have stayed at the camp.â
âSomebody must be close by to keep that fire going so brightly,â Victoria said.
âI agree. So where are they?â
âWell, surely there must be a logical explanation,â Victoria said.
âIf there is Iâd really appreciate you sharing it with me.â
Nobody said a word.
âI am chilled to the bone,â Andrew said, and he started to rise to his feet. âLetâs just go andââ
âNobodyâs going anywhere,â I hissed as I grabbed him and pulled him back down.
âI know that you are fearful of your reception when we arrive, Jamie, but we must go forward,â Victoria said.
âIâd be an idiot not to be worried, but thatâs not whatâs on my mind now.â
âWe cannot simply stay here,â Victoria said.
âWeâre not. You two are. I need to get a closer look.â
âJamie, what is it that you expect to see?â she asked.
âI donât know. But it doesnât seem right. Just stay here and stay quiet.â
âI donât really understand why ⦠but weâll do as you ask.â
I COULDN â T HELP THINKING that I was acting like an idiot. What did I suspect Iâd find at the camp? Was I just letting my imagination get the better of me because I really was scared of what Ray and Albert were going to say? Of course I was scared, but that didnât change the facts. Why werenât they either out looking for us, or standing there by the tents calling out our names?
I moved farther away from the stream bed and into the cover of the woods. I wanted to come at the camp from theback, out of the forest and as far away from the lake as possible. It seemed important not to be seen or heard.
As I moved I felt my heart pounding in my chest and my breath was short. I wasnât moving that fast. But this wasnât about how hard I was working, it was about what I was thinking. I was scared, and that fear had nothing to do with what anybody was going to say to me.
I moved slowly, staying low to the ground, going from bush to bush. The sun was still in the sky but it was so low that everything, no matter how small, cast a long shadow. I worked to stay in those shadows. At one point I stopped and slumped down silently to the ground. I tried to control my breathing. I felt myself shaking. This was crazy. Why was I so
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