restlessness, the bone-deep frustration he always seemed to feel whenever he let himself take a step back and look good and hard at his life. That frustration had always been the catalyst, the trigger for the irrepressible rage.
Not that he hadnât felt frustration lately, but this was an entirely different variety. It was born from the need to keep Nita safe, from her constant refusal to listen to him. From the affection and attraction that he knew was wrong, and felt despite that.
Every so often heâd felt a flicker of something else, too. An emotion he hadnât experienced in so long heâd barely recognized it.
Heâd felt content.
Not that he expected it to last. It never did.
Jake dropped into the chair next to his. âYou look like hell.â
Connor shot him an annoyed look. âThanks.â
âBeing a newlywed, I have a valid reason for being up half the night. Whatâs your excuse? Donât tell me you turned her down.â
The look went from annoyed to deadly.
Jake laughed. âI donât understand why youâre fighting it. You two are meant for each other.â
âHow could you possibly know that?â
âBecause I know Nita and I know you. She needs someone who wonât be threatened by her strength, someone who wonât try to change her, and you need someone who can show you how to have fun. I would say that makes you a perfect match.â
If what his brother was saying made a weird sort of sense, Connor wrote it off as the direct result of sleep deprivation. He knew he was loopy when the next question popped from his mouth. âWhat did you mean about what finding the right woman can do to a man?â
âSomething justâ¦clicks. You start to look at things differently, to see yourself differently. Your priorities change.â
âBut you must have dated a hundred different women. How did you know Chris was the one?â
âIt was the freckles,â Jake said with that goofy grin of his. âIâm a sucker for that womanâs freckles.â
âFreckles?â Leave it to Jake to give him such a ridiculous answer.
âIn time, youâll know exactly what I mean.â He slugged Connor in the arm, then got up to talk to Gavin, leaving Connor even more confused than heâd been before.
âSince weâre all here we should get started,â Tom said. Connor looked to the doorway and saw that Mark, just back from his honeymoon, had arrived. âI talked to my uncle Lucas yesterday. It took some persuading, but I finally got him to admit what heâd planned to tell Will Windcroft.
âIt seems that after his grandfather, Jonathan, was killed, and my uncle was going through his things, he noticed some odd notations in his personal bookkeeping and large payments Jonathan had been receiving from an unknown source.â
âWhat are we talking about?â Gavin asked. âExtortion?â
âLucas said his grandfather was a greedy bastard and was definitely capable of blackmail.â
âSo, if we find out who he was blackmailing, weâll most likely find his killer.â
âHe also found letters to Jonathan. They were vague, but one mentioned a payment and a diary and how there could be trouble if the Windcrofts ever found out. Another talked of keeping the feud going.â
âWere the letters from someone in the Devlin family?â Logan wanted to know.
âI asked. Lucas said they werenât signed, and there was no return address on the envelopes, but he was under the impression they were from someone outside the family.â
Gavin sipped his drink. âMeaning someone outside the Devlin family could have a stake in the feud, and has a reason for keeping it going. Do we have any idea who that could be? Or where this diary is?â
âNo,â Tom said. âBut if we find it, I get the feeling weâll have all the answers weâre looking
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