didnât know whoâor whatâto believe anymore.
FIVE
J onathan barely glanced up from his bottle of Scotch as someone sat down at his table. To his surprise, it looked like his friend, Cade. He closed his eyes, and then rubbed them. âDamn. I think Iâm drinking too much.â
âWhatâs on the menu?â Cade asked, picking up a bottle and sniffing it. He winced. âJesus, man. Did you buy up all the decent brands already?â
He shrugged. âAlcohol is alcohol.â
âAnd youâre not one to drink.â Cade waved someone over. âCan I get a glass, please? And two waters.â He turned back to Jonathan. âSo, you want to say whatâs bothering you?â
Jonathan poured himself another drink and slugged it down. âMy life is fucking rotten, thatâs what.â
âOdd thing to hear from a man who seems to love mountain climbing and chasing down lost cities.â
âAll dumb shit to pass the time,â Jonathan said. âItâs all bullshit that doesnât fucking matter.â Nothing mattered because ten years ago, heâd had Violet and she was carrying his child . . . and heâd pissed it all away to go gallivanting around the world with a man who lied to his face while pretending to be his friend and mentor.
Christ, he was a fucking idiot. Heâd given up Violet. His Violet. Jonathan rubbed his face again and moaned as the reality of it came crashing down again. âCade, Iâm such a fool.â
âIs this about that lovely woman who just ran off?â Cade sipped his drink, his expression friendly and understanding. Of course Cade wouldnât judge him. Cade never judged anyone. If ever there was a man who deserved to be sainted, it was Cade Archer. Jonathan couldnât even hate him for it.
Instead, he craned his neck, hoping for another glimpse of Violet. âDid she leave?â
âCouldnât get out of here fast enough.â
He stared down into his glass, thinking of Violetâs wary brown eyes, her smooth hair, her lush figure that had only ripened with age. âShe is beautiful, isnât she? She makes my heart hurt just to look at her. I see her face, and I see everything I could have had.â He shook his head and wanted to bang it on the table in frustration. âBut I donât have any of it. I have nothing.â
âThatâs a bit dramatic, donât you think?â Cade squinted at him, analyzing him. âYouâve turned your familyâs fortunes around. Youâre one of the wealthiest men on the planet. Youâre a benefactor for dozens of charities. Youâre never cruel, youâre generous with your money, and you have some really kick-ass friends.â He grinned at the last part. âIt canât be all bad, can it?â
âBut none of it matters because she hates me,â Jonathan snarled. His hand gripped his tumbler so tightly Cade thought it might shatter. âIâd give it all up in a heartbeat to know she loved me again.â
âI donât think she hates you,â Cade said quietly. âShe wouldnât be this unsettled if she did.â
âWhat do you know? Youâve never lost anyone you loved. You have a perfect life.â
âPerfect,â Cade echoed, and his smile twisted a little, looking surprisingly brittle. âAre we confessing our sins, then? All right.â He leaned forward and poured himself a bigger drink, not looking at Jonathan. âIâve loved and lost, too.â
âWho?â Jonathan didnât believe him. Cade was just spouting shit to make Jonathan feel better.
The blond man took a long swig of his drink and considered it for a time before looking up at Jonathan again. âDaphne Petty,â he said slowly.
Didnât ring a bell. Sounded familiar, but Jonathanâs brain was skunked at the moment. âAm I supposed to know who that
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