Rocked with Passion (A New Adult Rockstar Novel) by Lila Lacroix Page B
Authors: Lila Lacroix
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could I be? It had been so sudden, so unexpected. Kevin, who I thought supported me visiting LA because it would be good for my career, instead doing it so he could bang that other chick more often. My heart had definitely been broken, but Jonathan was doing good work mending it.
For the next few weeks, we began to see each other more and more. It was actually way harder than I thought it would be, to date someone as famous as Jonathan. I mean, the actual dating part was easy. But there was no chance that we could just go to the movies and hang out. There was always someone who recognized him, always someone who wanted a photo taken even if we just wanted to enjoy our company for a few hours. I mean, I guess it was greedy of me. Jonathan never could say no to his fans, and after all, I was the one who got to date him, surely I couldn’t deny some hardcore fans a photo. It just led to the problem that we never really got to do dates in private unless we specifically went to really private places.
So, we ate dinner out a lot at upscale restaurants, where the average fan wouldn’t be able to get a table. We would also go to basketball and hockey games, with either front row seats or our own suite from which to watch the games. We didn’t go out every night. I think Jonathan realized I was still actually pretty broken up about Kevin, and he gave me my space. He tried to talk to me about it once, but I told him it was something I wanted to deal with on my own.
“It’s just too hard to talk about, ok? I mean, until you’ve gone through that sort of thing, until you’ve experienced that kind of betrayal, you just can’t really understand.”
“That’s fine, Sara. Take your time. I’ll be here whenever you need me” Jonathan replied, kissing me softly on the head. “You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, and I’m not going to lose you this time.”
I could have never imagined being as happy as I was wit h Jonathan. I began to find that the more I was with him, the more I was able to forget Kevin. The ache in my heart began to dissipate, to disappear as I spent more and more time with Jonathan. To say that I was on cloud nine was an understatement. I was in heaven, and with every day that went by I found myself falling even deeper and deeper in love with Jonathan Knight.
For himself, he was a perfect gentleman. Absolutely perfect. I mean, Kevin had always been great to me, but Jonathan was just a whole new level of manners, politeness and making sure I always had everything I needed. I couldn’t honestly imagine my life getting any better than it was in those first few weeks of our new relationship. As we got closer, I became more and more convinced that Jonathan and I were going to be together forever.
Chapter Twelve
For that first month, I was certain nothing was ever going to come in between Jonathan and myself. We were even starting to talk about having me move in with him. It all felt a little bit like a dream. I mean, I was like every single other girl growing up. I was in love with the boy bands of the late 90s. They were the dreamiest guys ever, and they were so famous! It was one of those unattainable dreams, one of those princess fantasies that deep down you know will never come true.
The difference was, for me it was coming true. I was dating the famous rock star, Jonathan Knight. I knew that out there were thousands, even maybe millions of little girls, twelve years old, who listened to his music and dreamed of one day dating the man who was my boyfriend. I was now living that dream that I had, and sometimes I didn’t even believe it could happen to me.
The band released the single they’d been working on in the studio, and it immediately went to number one. I thought things had been crazy before, but they only picked up after the single dropped. All of a sudden there were paparazzi following us everywhere. It felt like Jonathan and I couldn’t have any time alone without someone
For the next few weeks, we began to see each other more and more. It was actually way harder than I thought it would be, to date someone as famous as Jonathan. I mean, the actual dating part was easy. But there was no chance that we could just go to the movies and hang out. There was always someone who recognized him, always someone who wanted a photo taken even if we just wanted to enjoy our company for a few hours. I mean, I guess it was greedy of me. Jonathan never could say no to his fans, and after all, I was the one who got to date him, surely I couldn’t deny some hardcore fans a photo. It just led to the problem that we never really got to do dates in private unless we specifically went to really private places.
So, we ate dinner out a lot at upscale restaurants, where the average fan wouldn’t be able to get a table. We would also go to basketball and hockey games, with either front row seats or our own suite from which to watch the games. We didn’t go out every night. I think Jonathan realized I was still actually pretty broken up about Kevin, and he gave me my space. He tried to talk to me about it once, but I told him it was something I wanted to deal with on my own.
“It’s just too hard to talk about, ok? I mean, until you’ve gone through that sort of thing, until you’ve experienced that kind of betrayal, you just can’t really understand.”
“That’s fine, Sara. Take your time. I’ll be here whenever you need me” Jonathan replied, kissing me softly on the head. “You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, and I’m not going to lose you this time.”
I could have never imagined being as happy as I was wit h Jonathan. I began to find that the more I was with him, the more I was able to forget Kevin. The ache in my heart began to dissipate, to disappear as I spent more and more time with Jonathan. To say that I was on cloud nine was an understatement. I was in heaven, and with every day that went by I found myself falling even deeper and deeper in love with Jonathan Knight.
For himself, he was a perfect gentleman. Absolutely perfect. I mean, Kevin had always been great to me, but Jonathan was just a whole new level of manners, politeness and making sure I always had everything I needed. I couldn’t honestly imagine my life getting any better than it was in those first few weeks of our new relationship. As we got closer, I became more and more convinced that Jonathan and I were going to be together forever.
Chapter Twelve
For that first month, I was certain nothing was ever going to come in between Jonathan and myself. We were even starting to talk about having me move in with him. It all felt a little bit like a dream. I mean, I was like every single other girl growing up. I was in love with the boy bands of the late 90s. They were the dreamiest guys ever, and they were so famous! It was one of those unattainable dreams, one of those princess fantasies that deep down you know will never come true.
The difference was, for me it was coming true. I was dating the famous rock star, Jonathan Knight. I knew that out there were thousands, even maybe millions of little girls, twelve years old, who listened to his music and dreamed of one day dating the man who was my boyfriend. I was now living that dream that I had, and sometimes I didn’t even believe it could happen to me.
The band released the single they’d been working on in the studio, and it immediately went to number one. I thought things had been crazy before, but they only picked up after the single dropped. All of a sudden there were paparazzi following us everywhere. It felt like Jonathan and I couldn’t have any time alone without someone
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