after getting his emotions in check. âDo you know what a code word is?â
Penny looks at him. âLike a secret code?â
âExactly.â Brian licks his finger, and then wipes a stain of dirt from her cheek. âYou and I are going to have this secret code word.â
âOkay.â
âThis is a very special code. Okay? From now on, whenever I say this secret word, I want you to do something for me. Can you do that? Can you, like, always remember to do something for me whenever I give you the secret code word?â
âSure ⦠I guess.â
âWhenever I say the code word, I want you to hide your eyes.â
âHide my eyes?â
âYeah. And cover your ears. Until I tell you itâs okay to look. All right? And thereâs one more thing.â
âOkay.â
âWhenever I give you the secret code ⦠I want you to remember something.â
âWhat?â
âI want you to remember that thereâs gonna come a day when you wonât have to hide your eyes anymore. Thereâs gonna come a day when everythingâs all better, and there wonât be any more sick people. Got that?â
She nods. âGot it.â
âNow whatâs the word gonna be?â
âYou want me to pick it?â
âYou bet ⦠itâs your secret code ⦠you should pick it.â
The little girl wrinkles up her nose as she ponders a suitable word. The sight of her contemplatingâso intently that she looks as though sheâs calculating the Pythagorean theoremâpresses down on Brianâs heart.
Finally the child looks up at Brian, and for the first time since the plague had begun, a glimmer of hope kindles in her enormous eyes. âI got it.â She whispers the word to her stuffed animal, then looks up. âPenguin likes it.â
âGreat ⦠donât keep me in suspense.â
âAway,â she says. âThe secret code wordâs gonna be away .â
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
The gray dawn comes in stages. First, an eerie calm settles around the interstate, the wind dying in the trees, and then a luminous pale glow around the edges of the forest wakes everybody up and gets them going.
The sense of urgency is almost immediate. They feel naked and exposed without their vehicle, so everybody concentrates on the task at hand: packing up, getting back to the Suburban, and getting the damn thing unstuck.
They make the quarter-mile hike back to the SUV in fifteen minutes, carrying their bedrolls and excess food in backpacks. They encounter a single zombie on the way, a wandering teenage girl, and Philip easily puts out her lights by quickly and quietly chopping a furrow into her skull, while Brian whispers the secret word to Penny.
When they reach the Suburban, they work in silence, ever mindful of the shadows of adjacent woods. First they try to apply weight to the rear end by putting Nick and Philip on the tailgate, and having Brian give it gas from the driverâs seat, pushing with one leg outside the door. It doesnât work. Then they search the immediate area for something to build traction under the wheels. It takes them an hour but they eventually unearth a couple of broken pallets scattered along a drainage ditch, and they bring them back, and wedge them under the wheels.
This also fails.
Somehow the mud beneath the SUV is so saturated with moisture and runoff and oil and God knows what else that it just keeps sucking the vehicle deeper, the leaning Suburban slipping progressively backward down the slope. But they refuse to give up. Driven by a relentless anxiety over unexplained noises in the adjacent pine forestâtwigs snapping, low concussive booms in the distanceâas well as the constant unspoken dread of having all their worldly possessions and supplies lost with the foundering Suburban, nobody is willing to face the encroaching hopelessness of the situation.
By
N.A. Alcorn
Ruth Wind
Sierra Rose
Lois Winston
Ellen Sussman
Wendy Wallace
Danielle Zwissler
Georgina Young- Ellis
Jay Griffiths
Kenny Soward