thatturned, not lined up on top of the stove. The oven mitts werenât stained and didnât have holes burned in them.
He could feel that horrible longing welling up in him.
Leave, he told himself. Instead of leaving as completely as he would have liked, he left the kitchen and went and worked on the stand. So it would be done right.
By the time she came back in, he had the stand modified to actually hold up a tree, and had the tree standing back up.
âThis is a foolishly large tree,â he told her.
She smiled, mistaking it for a compliment. âIsnât it?â
He sighed. âWhere do you want it?â
âI should put the lights on while itâs on the ground,â she told him. âCome have your cocoa before it cools this time. Iâll worry about the tree later.â
But somehow, he knew now heâd be putting the lights on it for her, too. It was too pathetic to think of her trying to put them on with the tree lying on the floor, creative as that solution might be to her vertical challenges.
It occurred to him, she was proving a hard woman to get away from. And that with every second he stayed it was going to get harder, not easier.
Okay. The lights. That was absolutely it. Then he was leaving.
He went and sat beside her on the couch as she handed him cocoa. He took a sip. It was not powdered hot chocolate out of a tin, like he made for Ace on occasion. It was some kind of ambrosia. There was cinnamon mixed with the chocolate.
Morgan McGuire had witch-green eyes. She was probably casting a spell on him.
âSo, do you and Ace have family to spend the holidays with?â she asked.
He wished he would have stuck with the lights. That was definitely a âgetting to know youâ kind of question.
âWe alternate years. Last year we were with my parents, who live in Florida now, so this year weâre with Cindyâs side of the family, Aceâs aunt Molly and uncle Keith. They have a little place outside of town. Weâll go out there after the production on Christmas Eve and spend the night.â
He didnât say his own house was too painful a place to be on Christmas Eve. He did not think he could be there without hearing the knock on the door, opening it expecting to see Cindy so loaded down she couldnât open the door.
By then, Cindy had been gone so long he suspected she was coming home with a little more than reindeer poop.
âHow about you?â he asked, mostly to avoid the way his thoughts were going, to deflect any more questions about his plans for Christmas.
Which were basically get through it .
She was the kind of woman you could just spill your guts to. If you were that kind of guy.
Which he wasnât.
âOh.â She suddenly looked uncomfortable. âIâm not sure yet.â
âYou wonât go home?â he asked, suddenly aware it wasnât all about him, detecting something in her that was guarded. Or maybe even a little sad.
âNo,â she said bravely. âWith The Christmas Angel on Christmas Eve I decided to just stay here.â
Again, focused intently on her now, he heard something else. And for whatever reason, he probed it.
âYour family will be disappointed not to have you, wonât they?â
She shrugged with elaborate casualness. âI think my mom is having a midlife crises. After twenty-three years of working in an insurance office, she chucked everything, packed a backpack and went to Thailand. She told me sheâll be on a beach in Phuket on Christmas day.â
âAnd what about your dad?â
âHe and my mom split when I was eleven. Heâs remarried and has a young family. Iâm never quite sure where I fit into all that.â And then she added ruefully, âNeither is he.â
Nate didnât know what to say.
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