confirming it when I asked you before. I was hoping you gave them the wrong name. My heart really fell when I heard you confirm it now.â
âYou think heâs been picked up?â
âItâs simple to find out,â said Harry and went to the steam-pipe and tapped at some length. Then he listened to the brief reply. He shook his head in admiration.
âThose fellows know more about this jail than the superintendent, Iâll bet.â
âWell?â
âOh, sure,â said Harry. âCharlieâs in a cell near them.â
Cornell lowered his head to his knees. He had not wanted certainty. He had asked for it in that hypocrisy by which one hopes to delude fate.
âLife has been pretty rotten to him,â he said to his lap. âHe was once a streetwalker.â
âThatâs only a misdemeanor,â Harry said in an automatic, official kind of voice.
[The female hyena] is dominant over the maleâ¦. She is larger, stronger, takes leadership. And as if to emphasise the irregularity she has through natural selection developed false testicles, masses of fat; and her attenuated clitoris hangs down in excellent imitation of a penis .
R OBERT A RDREY , 1972
4
C ORNELL COULD NOT get to sleep. The narrow cot, the thin mattress, the sour odor of the blanket, the memory of the greasy mess of the third feeding, were scarcely conducive to rest, nor was his recurrent guilt about Charlie. But he was kept awake by thoughts of Harry.
As Cornell had prepared for bedâa splash of cold water on the face, a wetted finger for a toothbrushâHarry as usual did nothing about himself. Harry did not visibly wash and yet looked clean; had not eaten all day and yet seemed healthy; had been generous, warm, tenderâand aggressive, cold, hostile. He was a mercurial type. You never knew where you stood with him.
The cell had got chilly and damp, or perhaps it had always been like that and Cornell took notice only when he was faced with the period of compulsory repose. After the trays from the final serving had been handed out through the slot, Harry informed him that the light would shortly be extinguished and the cell kept dark for seven hours.
Cornell shivered, went to the steampipe and felt it: dead-cold iron.
Harry spoke sharply: âWhat are you doing?â
âItâs cold in here.â
âLet that pipe alone,â said Harry. âGillie and Randy will think itâs a message.â
âI just felt it,â Cornell said. âI didnât tap.â
âJust get away from there.â
Cornellâs hand went to his hip. âListen hereââ He did not intend to take orders from a rapist. But then his basic reason overcame his pride. It made no sense for them to be at each otherâs throats within this narrow enclosure. He dropped his hand and smiled.
But Harry leaped across the cell and seized the bosom of Cornellâs dress.
âDonât you ever talk to me in that tone,â Harry cried. âYou little punk!â Though he was considerably shorter than Cornell, he pulled Cornell in close, then thrust him away.
Amazingly enough, this attack did not threaten Cornellâs control. He astonished himself by going limp. He was operating on some sort of instinct.
âWhen I tell you something I donât want any lip,â Harry said furiously. He pulled Cornell in again, nose below his cellmateâs chin. âGet that and get it good, buster.â
âYes, maâam.â Having blurted this unthinkingly, Cornell remembered the source of his instinct: years before, he had had a teacher who handled him similarly.
Harry roared: âYou fresh punk.â He brought up his knee and drove it at Cornellâs groin, but owing to the difference in their heights, he struck too lowâa miscalculation the teacher had never made, nor for that matter Dr. Prine, who often employed this technique in her therapy.
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