before?â
âNow you sound like my mother,â he told her. âMy mother couldââ
âWhat did I not look like before?â she interrupted. âYou might as well finish. I am ready for a grossly uncomplimentary remark.â She wasnât, really, but it sounded courageous.
âWhen we were on the way to Scotland, I noticed several times that you had developed a really lovely figure,â he said, waving his glass in the air.
âOh,â she said, taken aback.
âWhen I first met all four Essex sisters, you understand, you had a perfectly charming little figure for a girl of your ageâdamn it all, what is your age?â
âI was fifteen when you first met me,â Josie said with dignity.
âBit lumpy, back then,â Mayne said, âbut all girls are. On the way to Scotland, I remember telling myself several times that you were developing the kind of figure that was going to break menâs hearts and make them grovel in your wake. You didnât quite have it yet, and you certainly didnât know how to walk.â
âThen I got fatter.â
âNo! Then you showed up wearing this contraption that makes you lookâyou lookâwell, you look stuffed.â
âLike a stuffed sausage.â
âTake the damned thing off.â
âWhat are you talking about?â Her blood was pounding through her veins.
âTake it off,â he said. He stood up, and to his credit, he wasnât even unsteady. âIâll help.â
âYou must be drunk,â she said with horror. His face didnât appear to have the cruel ravishing power of the heroes in her favorite novels, but how would she know? He was standing before her looking helpful and just slightly drunk.
âFor Godâs sake, Josie,â he roared, âI donât want to seduceyou! How can you think such a thing. Iâm thirty-four, in Godâs name. Thirty- five in two days. And youâre what? Eighteen?â
âAlmost nineteen,â she said, tight-lipped.
âWell I am almost thirty-five. And in the course of my long and misspent life, I have never yet taken up cradle-robbing. Finally, as I think you are quite aware, I am in love with Sylvie!â
âThen whatâwhat do you want?â
âIf you wonât talk to Sylvie, and your own sisters colluded in stuffing you into this despicable garment, then Iâll have to show you myself.â
âShow me what?â
âShow you how to walk so that you make a man slaver at your feet, of course. Isnât that what you want?â
âOf course thatâs what I want!â she cried. âBut I canâtâI canât unclothe myself.â
âNot all the way,â he said, pained. âYou just need to take off that cravat thing and put your gown back on.â
âItâs not a cravat, itâs a corset! And youâre drunk.â
âSo are you,â he said, laughing a little now. âWe are both drunk in the starlight room. Thatâs what my aunt used to call this: the starlight room. When she was very ill, toward the end of her life, she would lie on this couch all night and watch the stars on the ceiling, and the stars through the window. Sometimes my father would stay with her through the night.â
âIt must have broken his heart when she died,â Josie whispered.
âHe always said that without her, he wouldnât have known how to love. My grandparents were as stiff as if theyâd been carved from wood.â
Josieâs eyes filled with tears. âThatâs so lovely. My sisters taught me how to love, because my mother died before I was born.â
His eyebrow shot up. âBefore?â
âWell, on the same day. But she never even held me, so I think of it as if she was gone before I arrived.â
âI suspect that Lady Godwin taught me how to love,â Mayne said. âDamned annoying that
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