before. What was in the card-room, he didnât know. All he knew was that he was very, very drunk.
Hands helped him across. Once, he stopped, remembering that he had had to go somewhere. Where, he couldnât for the life of him remember. He could recall that he was married; but whom was he married to? Tears came into his eyes at the thought. He was married, but he didnât know his wife.
In the room, one small light was burning. There was a bed next to the roulette, on the bed a shapeless white figure. Next to the bed, a man was pulling on his coat.
Before he could comprehend it, Danny stared at the scene for almost a minute. Then, crying bitterly, he said to the man:
âGet out of here and get away from my wife. I ought to kill you.â
âSure, Danny.â
âGet out!â
Danny sat down on the bed, put his face in his hands, and wept silently. The figure on the bed lay with its face buried in the pillow; but Danny knew that it was his wife. Otherwise, why would they have sent him in here? Then, very slowly, he recalled the stream of men that had gone in and out of the card-room all evening. And it was his wife. Thatâs what Timy had done to him; thatâs what Timyâs friendship meant.
âHeyâhey!â He tapped her on her shoulder. He wanted to call her by name, but he couldnât for the life of him recall her name. It was on the tip of his tongue, but still it eluded him. âTurn over,â he said.
She moved convulsively, whimpered.
âYou crying too?â Danny whispered.
âLeave me alone.â
âAw, honey, now what are you afraid of? I wonât hurt you. You know that.â
âGet away.â
âYouâre sore because Iâm drunk,â Danny pleaded. âItâs not my fault. Timy says the smartest lawyer in town got a right to get drunk. Geesus, Timyâs drunk himself.â
She whimpered again, moved an arm feebly. Tenderly, Danny drew part of a sheet over her, to cover her nakedness. He didnât think it right that his wife should lie in bed naked, with men walking in and out of the room.
âTurn over, baby,â he whispered. âIâm your husband.â
âNoââ
âTurn over,â he said sternly. âIâm your husband, and what I say goes. Once and for all, what I say goes. See, Iâm not drunk. Just listen to the way I talk. Listen to my ss. SsssssâBaby, turn over.â
âWhatâwhat?â
âIâm your husband. You heard me.â
âHeâs deadâdead.â
âIâm dead? Just look at me.â
She turned over then, slowly, groaning, and looked at him. Then she screamed, and he remembered that his wifeâs name was Alice, that this wasnât Alice. The woman continued to scream.
âGet away!â she cried.
Throwing open the door, he ran across the hall toward Timy. Once he fell, but he was up again in an instant.
âYou bastard,â he yelled, âwhereâs my wife?â
Timy looked at him and grinned. âEasy, Danny,â he said.
âYour wife ainât here. Whatâd she be doinâ here?â
âWhereâs my wife?â
They came from all over the hall.
âTake it easy, Danny.â
âWhadda yu want yu wife tonight fur?â
âTake a drink, Danny.â
âSure.â
âBetter take him home, Timy.â
âSureâsureâsureââ
âYou donâ wanna cry, Danny. What thâ hell yu cryinâ about?â
W HEN Alice came home, her mother and father were waiting. As she entered the room, Meyer looked at her: first, she thought that he looked at her, and then she saw that he was looking through her, and then she wondered whether he saw her at all. Something had happened. She was deliriously happy, but she could not help noticing that Meyer was old. All in one evening, her father had become an old man, her mother too. Maybe they knew.
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